Garden of Gillian

Bangkok Trip June 2011

2011-06-15T18:38:00.002+08:00

My first short blog entry, after more than six months!!! Calls for a mini celebration? Kekeke

Went to Bangkok (BKK) with Nic. Grand Diamond, as highly recommended by TomSum, is lovely! The lobby was small and simple, but there were shops, all ready to fight for our cash. We had a cup of coffee at Starbucks (just to get small cash for tipping), which was just next to the lobby! We got to our suite and I was taken aback by the view. Suddenly, we didn’t feel like leaving our hotel. It was the perfect place to spend an idyllic afternoon. Argh…

Shopping therapy commenced but I believe I didn’t buy as much as I thought I would have. The clothes did not fit my style, and were simply small and translucent. Surprisingly, I realized that the clothes at Platinum Mall were more expensive than those sold along the roads. Bought mainly accessories at Chatuchak. Also went to MBK and walked back to our hotel from there. This trip is about our feet. Hee. We walked a lot, thanks to Nic who manoeuvred us using a map, landmarks (and I did not see any?) and ‘feel’. On another note, it was weird that the BTS system used cards like us whereas the MRT system used tokens.

The splendid variety of food at BKK caught us in a terrible dilemma. We wanted to taste almost everything, which was reasonably priced. At Siam Paragon’s food court, a stall selling pastries caught my attention because of their coloured boxes, which were meant to contain the pastries. I purchased the Portuguese Egg White Tarts (which got me asking for more in the middle of the night) amongst others. It sold Spinach Pies and Mushroom Pies, which suggested a tinge of cheese which I wondered why. The Mango with Sticky Rice made Nic and I go back on another day for an additional buy. We also luxuriated in foot and Thai body massages daily!

Nights in BKK were everything except early. We strolled along the streets, slept late and had supper while watching movies on the television. We called for Room Service – ordered a Seafood Pizza. The indulgence was amazing with a generous portion of succulent prawns, freshly fried fish fillets and squids! Furthermore, we ate Phad Thai from a roadside stall. It was simple and refreshing.

Before we left, we bought Cinnamon Rolls for the staff at Starbucks and hotel. We wanted to thank them for their service and hospitality. A phenomenon which left me in admiration was the way the friendly Thai people queued while waiting for the trains. When will Singaporeans ever do that? Tsk tsk tsk. My next target? Korea!

Back to reality. Unpacked our luggage in the middle of the night and did the laundry. The days which followed are filled with reminiscence. Cooped up in my bedroom, I yearned for the spacious hotel room, sensuous massages, seemingly endless shopping sprees and delectable food. Finally pulled myself to touch the stacks of worksheets on my table. More to go…

2010-12-09T14:25:00.006+08:00

Visited Lee Ching and Kateleen, Yun Xi. She is one happy baby and gets entertained for a long time just over pieces of paper. She also chuckles non-stop. No wonder Ching is going gaga over her. Hee...

Went out with the YTPS gals for lunch and shop for Marga's baby clothes. We had a great time catching up. Wonder why we were squatting...

Attended Kaixin's wedding some time back and was impressed with the toilet decor at the Jurong Safra. Thus, both Ash and I posed for a picture.

At the table with three other angels...

Kind Woody invited several of us to his cosy home to see Janelle and have a popiah spread for lunch. I chatted a long time with his gorgeous wide, Annabelle and he had fun playing Wii with Nic.

Brought Krys and Esther out for lunch at Swenson's before we head to Live Turtle and Tortoise Museum hidden in Chinese Garden. Esther was afraid of the big creatures but let her guard down when feeding the smaller ones in the pond.

We had a family outing at the zoo in May. It was humid but fulfilling...

With Tyler and his paw print...

With Esther baby, who is going to Primary 1 in 2011!

Participated in a musical earlier this year (when I was still breathing at work) and this was part of the lovely actors and actresses... The head gear weighs a tonne but I had fun working with the people there...

With Nic, who patiently waited for me for almost every rehearsal...

With Grace, Mulan's grandmother.

With the 'female' Mulan, Velisa. She is such a sweet girl!

Once, Nic brought a few of us to fly kite at the big space in front of my block of flats and the little ones were treated to ice-cream at Mac after that.

The spidey kite was as big as Esther!

Our school celebrated her anniversary at the Chinese Garden and these are several of the angels posing in front of the mini viking...

Just yesterday, the NIE gals met up and went to Minds Cafe for fun and laughter again! I had a sumptuous dinner with Marie at Hotpot Culture too. Didn't know that there is 10% discount for UOB card holders there!

It is already December. I haven't finished doing what I have to for a project next year in school. Challenging 2011 ahead, with Marie getting married in June and Mich Tan in December.

Fell in love with Jodi Picoult in October and Nic bought me two of her books for my reading pleasure. He wanted me to get her entire collection but I feel that it is a waste of money.

I think I am catching a cold. Having sore throat and runny nose now. I wonder why is it that I only fall sick during the holidays and seldom during school term. Haa. Zero MC so far since I stepped into this school.

2010-10-22T20:57:00.004+08:00

(1) I haven't been hooked to something for a very long time. This time, I am completely captivated. That got me away from the Taiwan serial drama, 爱. That got my attention away from most things. That caused me to take the train in the wrong direction. All thanks to Santhi. Haha. She recommended and lent me My Sister's Keeper, by Jodi Picoult. Didn't catch the movie and I don't think I'd missed much because the author could narrate excellently! The climax came when I least expected it and yes, I cried too. Thank God I witness no such drama in reality. Thank God that I was meaningfully occupied while waiting to do my job during PSLE marking for four days.

(2) On impulse? With intent? No idea. Bought two other in two days. Am in love. Can't wait to start on House Rules and Change of Heart. What is next for my collection?

(3) Attended Uncle's ROM at his humble love nest. His wife is gorgeous. Next? His wedding dinner in November. Am elated for him... Now I have an auntie younger than me. Haa.

(4) Stella's getting married too! In November. Saw several of her wedding pictures - exotic. She has come a long wait. Glad that she found her love who dotes on her.

(5) Next year will be Marie's... =D

(6) Am over the moon because mum lavished on me a Bonia bag and purse. My most expensive bag and purse so far because I believe she knows that I will never splurge on them. Like a little girl, the gifts are extremely sweet when I am at the receiving end. Don't get me wrong. I know that it is more blessed to give than to receive.

(7) I want to question. On the other hand, I don't think I can handle the truths. Thus, I learn to accept and remain silent. It's pointless anyway to pursue the reasons. Go on, be happy...

(8) He makes me laugh. He makes me cry too. That is good enough.

(9) Marking will start tomorrow. Hopefully I can complete them and turn to Jodi again. Haa. Lesson plan is done for next week. Yeah! Wednesday's Nic's birthday but he has GESL and so we cannot possibly celebrate. Sad... =(

(10) Sarcasm. Anguish? Nonchalance? Disappointment? Mutual? Amnesia. Antidote.

(11) It is going to be a weird weekend. Nonetheless, I get to indulge a little. Welcome!

(12) The wind blows. The clouds move. The wind stops. The clouds continue.

(13) My neck is aching. So is my left shoulder. All thanks to PSLE marking. Being an educator has its health hazards too! Unbelievable but oh, so real! I miss my work station a little. Two days on course next week so I will miss my pupils too. Can't wish them all the best personally on the actual days of examination as I will not be in school. Be praying for them though.
Next?
The Cluster project.
And?
TLLM project.
Anymore?
Prize giving ceremony rehearsals.
Really?
Day camp.
Enough?

(14) It is already end of October. December is approaching. Where are the rains? The uninvited haze is a plague.

(15) Thank God for the opportunity to teach 4C and 5P. The former responses well to non-routine English lessons which I really enjoy teaching. The latter is a painful source of joy. =}

(16) Thank God for friends like Sin Yee and Karen. They are so real. Wish that we be in the same level next year...

(17) The principal from XXXX treated us like defiant kids. On the last day, the Operation Manager had to relay the message: Mr YYYY said that if you don't wait at the canteen, he will not release you. On the first day, he asked all the late comers to report to him after his talk. He commented that he wanted to know why they were late. I was almost late on the second day and I nearly risked my life to beat the red light. I didn't. Figured out that my life is worth more than his threats. If we were dissatisfied with the food served, we had to bear in mind that he was eating the same food as us. Yes, this reminder came verbally in a distasteful manner. We were warned to dress professionally because he did not want to send any one of us back home to change. I could go on... because I am a kid?

2010-10-02T17:55:00.003+08:00

Haven't blogged for donkey years? Haha. Work is crazy. Didn't know that a teacher's life includes working on projects...

I love Skinny Pizza! This is the third I've tried and I will be back for more. My target? Try everything on their menu. LOL. I want to bring my family one day. Fortunately, they serve vegetarian pizzas so hopefully they will go down well with my mum.

Took a picture with two of my kakis from YTPS during our Teachers' Day Dinner...

Attended Kaixin's wedding and many colleagues were there. Didn't manage to get a picture of the bride because I was too far from her. Haa.

Yes, I was so intrigued by the layout of the sinks that I got Ashie to have a picture snapped with me. Crazy gals???

Time for dinner... Mum is calling...

2010-08-11T18:54:00.000+08:00

I really empathise with this dear friend of mine. She had already done all that she could to help alleviate the workload of one of her colleagues. Nonetheless, she was taken for granted and accused of being calculative. How could there ever be such a person? My heart goes out to her but there is nothing I could do… …

Grace has been tasked to plan for a school event with another colleague by the name of XX. Both of them have been taking turns to rehearse with pupils involved. However, Grace took it upon herself to do all the administration for the past six months as she was the main person-in-charge. “XX has an elderly and sickly parent to care for so I thought it is only humane on my part to do what I can to lighten her workload,” Grace related to me. She was the one doing all the attendance for pupils, claim forms for vendors (who train these pupils), consent forms for pupils, doing reports to update on the progress of this event and answering all queries from anxious parents.

Out of the blue, an enthusiastic child went for one of the rehearsals (which XX was on duty) and his father asked XX if his boy could join the event. Without seeking further clarification nor asking for Grace’s permission, XX accepted the child. During the next rehearsal, Grace found this innocent new face and questioned him on his involvement. She then found out what XX had done. It was too late to send the boy home because his father had left. Soft-hearted Grace then allowed the boy to participate in that rehearsal. Grace discussed with XX the next day and it was decided that XX should call and let the boy’s father know that it was a mistake on her behalf to take in the boy. This was concluded on the basis that both XX and the boy’s father had already touched base.

XX failed to call. This dragged on for a few days. Finally, XX was not feeling well and asked Grace to call on a Friday evening. Grace couldn’t call either as she had to accompany her husband who was suddenly hospitalized over the weekend. Monday came and Grace gently asked XX if she was feeling better. She also broke the news to XX that the call had not been made because of her husband’s admission into General Hospital. Grace suggested to XX that she could make the call that day and XX agreed.

Guess what happened after this? A fellow colleague told Grace that XX commented that she was a petty person to work with. Apparently, XX mentioned that Grace was too calculative in terms of work and tried to pass the task of making a call to her (XX). Poor Grace! She was deeply hurt. After all that she had been quietly doing, she was accused of being such a selfish person? And everything didn’t just end here. Many other colleagues went to Grace and asked her casually about this matter. Huh? How did they come to know about this?

Nuggets of truth and lessons to be learnt? 1) There are useless and incapable people who busy themselves with spreading rumours instead of doing proper and constructive work. 2) There are scums who are out to accuse, hurt and demoralize others. 3) It doesn’t pay to be too nice. Okay, the last one was from me to Grace.

As Grace narrated the entire incident to me, she appeared strong but as her friend, I could feel her heart crying. She still cannot believe that her colleague did this to her… …

2010-04-29T13:34:00.005+08:00

I felt extremely useless. How can I help them? I reprimanded them and I didn't feel good inside. I threatened them. They will never see my smile again if they continue to be nonchalant about their own progress. How can they be motivated? I am starting to worry for them - PSLE is next year! The fundamentals are not there! The effort is not there. Why are they not learning? Into God's hand I have to surrender them. It is so easy to depend on myself but it is never about me. Am just a tool, a bridge... Stir in me a desire and urgency to keep them in prayers, God. I have to cool down, stay calm and divorce myself from these negative thoughts. And yes, back to marking... Give me strength and be with me as I persevere... I know, it is still too early to give up...

2010-04-28T21:46:00.003+08:00

Love this song... the rhythm... groovy!

Say Hey by Michael Franti and Spearhead

2010-04-27T19:57:00.007+08:00

He touched me. After five long years of waiting, I found a person who made my heart skip a beat from time to time. I supposed it started naturally with group outings, then to just the both of us catching movies. I am very comfortable in his company but I didn't quite link it to other feelings. Was it denial? Still, he popped the weird question and I had to confront my own feelings. It took me a lot of courage and I believe it is the same for him. After all, we are pretty different in terms of age, size and height. Haa. But his sincerity stood out. The way he cared for me is absolutely nothing but sweetness. Imagine a guy accompanying me for my rehearsals (for a musical) and patiently waited (for around three hours) until I was done so that we could go for dinner and chill out. He made me sandwiches for lunches. He bought me coffees because I needed the caffeine. He entertained and flew a kite with my cousins, nephew and me. He waited with me for buses even before we are together. He is there when I need to ventilate. The list can go on. And one ridiculous reason is... he likes me with my glasses! Keke. I am lazy to doll up most of the time so my special someone must appreciate me the way I am. Little do I know that he has been by my side for some time already! Unbelievably, he can take my nonsense. In fact, he finds me amusing, I think. Hehe. Nonetheless, he has to pass the 'test' from my second family ultimately. TomSumJo met him and Jojo seemed to take a liking to him towards the end of our dinner. Hilarious! Sum told me that Jojo feels that I am his girlfriend and that I belong to him. Now that he has a godpa, he must be feeling strange. But the fact is, he has one more person to dote on him. Think there will be many more trips with my second family to overseas with him. Thank you, for being a part of my life... Thank you, for loving me...

2010-04-02T20:19:00.005+08:00

Never have I celebrated my birthday with such suspense, pomp and merriment…

School ended fifteen minutes past six in the evening after more than five hours of meeting and ten periods of work in school. I rushed home madly in a cab, showered (it was the least I could do to make sure TomSumJo did not faint when I entered their car) and changed.

Darkness enveloped me when my eyes were covered by a blindfold hand-made by Sum. I was made to listen to her MP3, and soon, my nostrils were completely blocked by Jo’s old comfy hankie. She led me up two flights of stairs and I stood there as they manipulated my posture. Finally, I was told that I could take off the blindfold and to my ultimate surprise, many of my beloved friends were right before me! Yes, I was touched beyond words. How could these angels be so nice to me?

The night was memorably spent by playing childish games, cutting the biggest cake ever meant for me, eating McDonald’s junk food, chatting and catching up, receiving and opening of gifts, smiling and being photographed by cameras of various brands… …

These sweet memories will be etched in my mind and heart forever. Thanks, Sum, for painstakingly planning via FB. Thanks, Tommy, for bringing me to school early that morning and then again in the evening, to the ‘restaurant’. I lurve my second family! Thanks, Ludwig, for coming to an unfamiliar and faraway place to celebrate my birthday despite your demanding work. Thanks, Rus, Mic and Ah Drew, for not contacting me, which made me feel ‘forgotten’ that day. Thanks to my caring cell members (Clement and family, Helen and Chris, and Dickson and Alison), the youthful young adults (Yvonne, Ah Di, Kuen, Leslie, Nic, Ben, Dap and Gerald) and Regina and her beau, Calvin, for their presence and presents.

That extraordinary day marked the end of Gillian in her twenties and welcomed the start of her in her thirties. Actually, I still don’t feel like my age. Haa. The extravagant gifts of love and cards with well wishes are a huge indulgence… Thank God, for these exceptional jewels, whom he planted in my life to catch a glimpse of His immense love for me…

With my second family and Ludwig

With the crowd...

With Rus and Mich

With Ah Drew

Blowing the flame with godson Jo

Blindfolded...

My friends in school spent my first birthday in YTPS with me too! We had dinner at Breeks and the crew sang Marga and me a birthday song. Kim bought us a fruity birthday cake. AshNicRaudMar got me a couch bag and a pair of purple earrings. Hehe. These gems are such a blessing in every way. Ashie and Nic listen whenever I need to ventilate. Haa! Ashie will give me sweet little surprises on my table. ‘Bullying’ Nic Mei is somewhat therapeutic as he takes all my weird actions and words. I know, I am a nutcase. Ryan talks nonsense with and cares for me. Marga and Raud are great for company and chats. Gek Tiang and Xinyi are so helpful. Janice is constantly showering me with encouragements. Darren gave me small treats too. What more can I ask for?

My birthday in school was generously sprinkled with love when work was hectic. Ryan and Meow Huang got me lunch on two separate days. Kai Xin and Raud bought me cakes. Danny gave me a mini bear. My mischievous 5 Empathy sang me a birthday song. Several of my pupils made me cards and gave me gifts which I couldn’t refuse. Many sent their well wishes via Facebook. And thanks to FB, many of them went, “Miss Gillian, you are thirty?” Argh… It’s a fabulous age to hit?

With Ashie

Thanks to TomSum, I have time to quickly blog before I get back to serious work. I just want to express my gratitude and not procrastinate any longer. Come to think of it, next week is crazy with mangrove clearing with my form class on Monday from 2pm to 5pm, Science course from 2.30pm to 5pm on Tuesday (at a faraway place), English workshop from 2pm to 5pm on Wednesday, CCA from 3.30pm to 6.15pm on Thursday and tuition on Friday at 5.30pm. The highlight of next week? Lesson observation on Wednesday by my Reporting Officer, who informed me that the P and VP may drop by too. *faintz* My detailed and weekly lesson plans are beckoning me. My compositions are stacking up too. Still, I am thankful. At least, I have work to do.

Suddenly, this song came again. It’s meant for Him. It’s also dedicated to all my loved ones… you…

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

2010-03-20T01:27:00.004+08:00

Am exhausted but I guess I am too stimulated to sleep... all thanks to Ashie and Nic... Haha. We had close to seven hours of singing, followed by dinner at Ma Maison. I really enjoyed my dinner and we even went to JCO for donuts and coffee. Yes, the drink was potent enough to keep me awake till now. We had so much fun cam-whoring and laughed till our cheeks ached. Making fun of Nic (Mei) was part of the highlight of the day. Our Guest-of-Honour was Ryan. He reminds me of my Dage. Both have the same English name, are of the same age and they are August babies! Okay, and they are pretty fair too. Maybe I should make him my bro too. =P

Nic and Ryan... Sunshine smile!

My kopi... with a fanciful name and description...

Ashie took numerous pictures of me and my donut, so I got them fixed together... Yesh! My classic silly expressions...

Ashie and Gillian... fairy and godmother... make your fairy godmother... LOL

Nic and his shaking hand resulted in this blur shot... and I kinda like it... Does it look surreal?

This one week 'break' is coming to an end. Am left with one more section to set in the SA1 paper. The stacks of Science and English papers, together with the compositions are not done with marking yet. Eh... need to strike a work-life balance, yeah? All day's work and no play make Gil a dull gal... And I am turning XX years old soon. Haha.

2010-03-14T21:24:00.001+08:00

This song came to me again...
Through It All by Hillsong...

You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You

I will sing to You, Lord
A hymn of love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all

Hallelujah, hallelujah

2010-03-09T20:07:00.003+08:00

I believe that I can have genuine and caring friends who are also my colleagues. Apparently, there are people who no longer trust in being vulnerable to another fellow being. Now I can look back and comprehend His purpose in placing me where I am. Although work is hectic and deadlines are tight, but my friends make my days at my workplace. I can find nice Subway sandwich, cold and refreshing bubble tea, post-its with encouraging notes, washed and neatly wrapped pear and lots more at my work desk after toiling in the gardens. The nonsensical words splattered in the air made me smile. The brief chats along the tormenting walk up the stairs help in ventilation... ...

Nice Nic got me Oreo Cheesecake!

Sweet SIL, Thana, gave me a packet of brownies which I shared with others.

A treat from marvelous Meow Huang because we gave her a surprise birthday celebration.

The most amazing thing happened!!! It can only be God at work because I don't think I deserve such an award. My brief five months with my Primary 1 and 4 last year became something tangible. Haa.

ExCEL Fest is finally over. The detailed lesson plans are down by three. Three piles of compositions, together with several sets of CA practice papers are an eyesore. Thank God it is Week 10.

Been catching movies with Nic. He is a fun-loving young person. Haa. Yes, I am getting ancient. Made another unexpected kaki when I attended a conference. He shares the same English name and age as my Dage - Ryan! It seems that I can be ludicrous with him, just like how I behave towards my Dage. Realised that Mishon is a really easy-going person too! I miss Ashie. Now that we teach in different sessions, it is kind of hard to hang out with her. Fortunately, Sin Yee is another gem who is so forthcoming in her responses whenever I ask for help. Oh yes, there is Gek Tiang too!

My second family has been quietly supporting me too. Tommy gives me occasional rides to school in the morning. Sharon lends a listening ear to my never ending stories. Jojo showers me with hugs and kisses. Alright, they are mostly in exchange for favors. Haa. They even helped me with some easy marking on one Sunday! They also drove me to JB and waited patiently while I have my hair cut and highlighted. I am so loved and pampered!

My faithful mother continues to cook in the morning so that I can pack lunch to school. My doting dad still helps with housework. My unpredictable brother helped me buy red pens.

I am happy for her. Finally, she is free from this pain which she used to choose. It is not easy letting it go, but I believe all things are possible with God.

My lovely pupils rushed me to run for shelter when it started drizzling this afternoon. Yes, they make my days too...

2010-02-13T20:43:00.003+08:00

Video taken during last year's Christmas... Tyler is the star!

Two Korean pupils were attached to our school - Sam and Danny - and they performed for us in class... such lovely boys...

2010-01-24T14:31:00.002+08:00

Am feeling guilty. Been working almost ceaselessly and haven't been spending time with people whom I love. Yes, this feeling struck last night and today's sermon only made this more urgent. Although I wake up early daily and spend some time with God before making my way to school, I haven't had a good meal with my family, second family and several of my much treasured friends. I have to stop finding excuses for myself. I have to learn to make time and not have time. Yes, it is going to cost and even inconvenience my otherwise pretty routine kind of lifestyle, but I have to try. Yes, it may take a lot to even say 'no' to requests and during times when my values are challenged but I have to try. Into God's hands, I commit again. No retreat. No regrets. No return.

Attended Xin's wedding and missed Jojo's 4th birthday celebration. Don't think he felt any difference when surrounded with presents and other children but I do. But it's once in a lifetime experience to share Xin's joy. Managed to catch up with my lovely but exhausted friends. Teaching is never an easy job when we take it seriously.

It is already Sunday! Am not done with marking. My Science worksheets, journals, compositions and corrections are staring at me. Haha.

Registered for church camp and am sharing a twin room with Amy. Can't wait for June to come when it is only January...

Sum bought me a bag and blouses from BKK. How I wish I could go with her! Soon, I promise I will be back. LOL.

2010-01-02T20:11:00.002+08:00

This is an old song and somehow I am captivated by its beautiful melody and meaningful lyrics...

張雨生 , 陶晶瑩, 我期待

男：我期待　有一天我會回來　回到我最初的愛　回到童貞的神采
女：我期待　有一天我會明白　明白人世的至愛　明白原始的情懷
男：我情願　分合的無奈　能換來春夜的天籟
女：我情願　現在與未來　能充滿秋涼的爽快
女：Say Goodbye Say Goodbye 前前後後　迂迂迴迴地試探
男：Say Goodbye Say Goodbye 昂首闊步　不留一絲遺憾
男：我情願　分合的無奈　能換來春夜的天籟
女：我情願　現在與未來　能充滿秋涼的爽快
合：Say Goodbye Say Goodbye 前前後後　迂迂迴迴地試探
合：Say Goodbye Say Goodbye 昂首闊步　不留一絲遺憾

Yes, say goodbye and take a big step forward without a trace of regret...

2009-12-31T22:39:00.004+08:00

Christmas flew by and it is New Year's Eve! There's so much to pen down and I am at a loss as to where to start. Attended a Christmas Party with a number of youths and young adults. They are a fun bunch and never fail to amaze me with their energy level. Haa...

Took part in a short skit on behalf of church meant for the community. It was stressful initially because I haven't acted for a long time. Thanks to Yane (in gold) who gave lots of advice on our acting skills. Yat Sing (in red) and Mei En (in grey) took care of much of the logistics to ensure smooth rehearsals. Wallace (in grey), I feel, looks too young to act as my husband. Haha. Anyway, we also had a very brief KTV session at Jon's cosy home (before the actual performance) and I miss his pets - colourful lovebirds.

Reported for work on Monday for a meeting and got to chat with another colleague - Sin Yee. She is a sweet lady and hopefully, we have the chance to develop our friendship further.

Went to Orchard with Ash on Tuesday after work and we took several pictures. We happened to look at the lightings above us and I sang "Christmas isn't Christmas till it happens in your heart...". Ash and I were a little shocked when she confessed that she was thinking of the same song seconds ago! Keke. Telepathy?

Ash had her hair permed - looks like a pretty Japanese doll to me.

Received a goodie bag after the short skit I participated in and I love the reindeer soft toy which was snugly packed in a plastic bag. It's a magnet and looks like it is constantly praying. Wish I had taken one more...

Gave the reindeer soft toy to my godson and we named him Wei Wei. Jo loves it so much and we played with it. Reliving my childhood. Hehe.

The year is coming to an end. Am not having a good time recently at home. I remember that I was doing my Quiet Time one Sunday before TomSumJo picked me up for church and a song came to my heart. God spoke. The exact same song was led by the Worship Leader that very morning!

Your grace is sufficient for me
Your strength is made perfect when I am weak
All that I cling to I lay at Your feet
Your grace is sufficient for me

I cried. He has never left me. He loves me and all I need is Him, my Jesus, my God.

I can see myself having a lot more work to do in the new year. The thought is frightening but my spirit is somewhat calm. Yes, I need to learn to rejoice always, pray without ceasing and give thanks in all circumstances.

Thank God for my family (include TomSumJo, Dage, Amanda...), the little ones (cousins, nieces, nephew etc.), friends (like Rus, Andrew, Ching, Ash...), opportunities to serve Him, lovely pupils, helpful colleagues, work, music and the list goes on and on.

Blessed New Year to all my loved ones! May God's love, peace, joy, faith, grace and strength be with us...

Goodbye, 2009!

Welcome, 2010!

2009-12-16T10:49:00.002+08:00

Am starting to miss school already. Haha. Think it's the fabulous company - get to see smiling faces, have dinners with Ash, bicker with Nic and teach my adorable (and trying) Primary One and Four pupils. Anyway, we had a marvelous Level Lunch at Causeway Point in Dian Xiao Er. Generous Mdm Linda topped up the differences because we were each given $20 for this get-together from the school. And we had baby abalone - though it's never my cup of tea!

Came back from Hat Yai, Thailand not too long ago. The trip wasn't what I had expected - vastly different from the descriptions given by my Si Yi and mum. Looks like their definition of shopping differs from mine. I spent approximately S$ 200 on purchasing things (mainly food stuff), body massages and giving tips, over 5 days! I didn't even get to see many things which were on my shopping list. =( But, the company was great! We celebrated Dua Yi's and Dua Tior's birthdays in advance. Does it look like a Pajamas Party?

Saw this weird-looking dish - Pitcher Plants stuffed with white glutinous rice!

My first time at a floating market in Hat Yai. Interesting experience!

We had ching teng at a road-side stall and it looks different from what we have here.

A family picture taken in front of Lee Garden Hotel, where we stayed for two nights.

I told myself that I will commence working on my Confirmation Project as a BT when I am back and I kept my word!

Looking forward to Cell Christmas Party on Friday...

2009-12-05T11:00:00.004+08:00

Am disappointed. And upset. It's agonising. Why am I treated in this way? She and her self-prophecies really complement their greed. She and her density, perfect for their caginess.

It's more blessed to give than to receive... But there are people abusing this beautiful truth...

I have to learn to let these go...

Sang this song for cell last night...

At The Cross

2009-12-04T13:10:00.002+08:00

Following Jesus involves more than enjoying the wonder of His forgiveness. It challenges us to put Christ, His body, and His mission above our own natural commitments to home, work, and happiness. - Mart De Haan

This is not easy at all...

The great challenge left to us to is cut through the glitz and glam of a season that has grown increasingly secular and commercial, and be reminded of the beauty of the One who is Christmas. - Bill Crowder

How can I achieve this?

2009-11-07T22:16:00.004+08:00

With my charming nephew, Tyler! I want him all to myself! Love his pout!

Si Yi made prawn mee soup for us and we feasted at Dua Yi's place. Love the soup! The extra hand-made meatballs were a huge bonus!

This is the newest addition to our huge family - Micah! My lovely nephew has a smile for everyone!

Been out with Ash a few times. We had coffee at Starbucks at close to ten one night and I couldn't sleep well after that. Teaching was exhausting the next day! Funny Fairyash strikes a pose here!

Another feast to celebrate my cousin-in-law's - Gor Gor Travis - birthday in the function room at his condominium - Park Infinia.

Celebrated Esther's birthday at Swenson's and the crew sang her a lovely birthday song! We were blessed with free soups, fries and salad. On top of that, 30% discount! All because my aunt knows the main chef...

Esther in a flowery dress... Striking a pose is never too difficult for this little angel.

Wonder what the both of them were talking about... They can giggle non-stop!

Gor Gor Travis and his family - Cousin Cindy, Cheyanne, Chloe, Chelsea and Tyler! They love the Cocoa Exotic we bought for them.

Bro bought this game and we had fun with it! Cooking up stories is addictive? Amanda is not skillful enough though... Hahaha...

Been really busy in school and think my blog is dying. Haha. So, here is a little update on my life... Term 4 is crazy with all the marking and keying in of results, remarks etc. Have to present something on what I have contributed for Library in Learning Circle. Was sent to attend Discipline Seminar and saw my Primary School Discipline Master! Selected (or arrowed?) to be in the planning committee for next year's MOE ExcelFest - an unusual and beneficial learning experience. Read-with-Me Nite program has things to be prepared too. Exhausting but I know that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Thank God for planting beautiful colleagues around me. Am so blessed... the best is yet to come!

2009-10-01T10:14:00.009+08:00

Blessed Children's Day! Blessed World Vegetarian Day! Blessed Gillian's Rest Day!

Celebrated Grandma's birthday not too long ago with a feast. Took me a long time to upload the pictures on FB. Here is one taken of her with her grand and great-grand children! Notice that Jojo is in it too! Haha...

With two darlings...

Kenneth went prawning and this is just one of his many rewards. It may appear huge but there is sadly, not much flesh. Looks do deceive...

Brought dad out for tze char at Ang Mo Kio. He really enjoyed his food, together with bro, Amanda and me. It's at Ang Mo Kio Ave 3, BLK 202. We waited for around 30 minutes because we got there late - one of the perils of teaching in the afternoon session. Although the stall is famous for its Dong Po Meat (pork cooked for 3 hours with a special sauce, spring onion and ginger, at $12) , we didn't order because all except dad dislike fatty meat!

This is a must-have - Golden Pumpkin Crispy Prawn Balls at $14. The rich pumpkin sauce (made with mashed steamed pumpkin, butter, evaporated milk and curry leaves) reminds me of mustard and melted cheese! The prawn balls were fresh, succulent and simply heavenly!

We also tried Mushrooms with Tofu ($8), one of their specialities. If you love mushrooms or tofu, this dish is a real treat. The tofu cubes are so soft, they simply slide down your throat and perhaps gullet. Hehe.

The Har Cheong Gai is not very satisfying though. Yup, bro agreed because he tasted better ones elsewhere.

Dad chose this - 四大天王! A mixture of four different vegetables fried with dried shrimps. Do not order if you can't stand the smell of celery! We enjoyed this, especially dad!

Gave my form class and Godson lunch boxes with other little treats.

Jojo enjoyed the lollipop in his lunch box! Can't imagine it is his first experience with this stick!

Celebrated Children's Day yesterday. It was a long day because we had to prepare and run the carnival. The weather was terrible too. But we enjoyed ourselves. Be Yourself Day and here go the teachers... Fairy Ashley, Red Indian Gil, Minnie Marga and Red Indian Raudhah.

Here's Fairy Ashley, Red Indian Gil and Little Miss Muffet Kaixin...

Why does it feel like a Saturday already? Tsk tsk tsk...

2009-10-01T10:10:00.001+08:00

Sorry if this entry doesn't make sense at all but I promised my pupils to post the answers...

Here you go...

31) A

32) D

33) C

34) M

35) G

36) P

37) Q

38) F

39) K

40) H

41) practise

42) could

43) butterflies

44) stomach

45) competing

46) stretching

47) began

48) whistle

49) like

50) touched

51) had

52) first

53) They

54) weeks

55) put / placed

56) taxi / cab

57) airport

58) spent

59) there

60) the

61) on

62) on

63) sea

64) villa / house / cottage

65) of

66) Could you tell me where the greengrocer’s is?

67) I’m having lunch at the hotel in the centre of town where my friends are staying.

68) Tom couldn’t play for the school team because of his injury.

69) The new university was opened by the Prime Minister last week.

70) If I hadn’t looked under the bed, I wouldn’t have found my lost earring.

71) They had to learn to read maps in order to do The Challenge / to find their way home.

72) No, Mac’s teams had never won the competition.

73) The sun was hazy because the mists had no time to clear.

74) ‘You’ refers to Mac’s team / the narrator’s team.

75) The expression ‘the promise of the early morning had disappeared’ tells us so.

76) The team examined the countryside a second time in order to look carefully for any clues about where they are.

77) The expressions ‘gloomy distance’ and ‘only just visible’ tell us so.

78) Turner’s Peak was significant because it told them which direction to walk.

79) The two conditions were : if the team helped each other, and if they did not meet too many obstacles.

Phew...

2009-09-07T20:08:00.002+08:00

I cannot complain. God is good. Things could be worse and I can only be thankful.

Went KTV with Ashley today after my course. It has been a long time since I enter that dimly lighted room and update myself with new songs. It all started when Ash and I sang a Chinese song on the night of Teachers' Day Dinner. One treat for the September hols.

My beloved godson looks adorable even when he is sleeping. Hee...

Duayi makes delicious rojak and I love the Century Eggs!

Celebrated Krystal's birthday with her friends on Teachers' Day itself. Her mum bought her beautiful cupcakes from Prima Deli. Pricey though.

My next treat is another trip overseas, with my second family.

Benny Prasad's words kept ringing in my ears... "How can I not talk about the God who gives me life?" Whom have I talked to about God today?

Journey

2009-07-25T16:09:00.005+08:00

Celebrated Tommy's birthday on different occasions some time ago. Haven't gotten him anything because I don't know what he lacks. With a gorgeous wife and an intelligent son, he is one happy and blessed father.

Sharon's camera took the first 'bite' off Tommy's birthday cake! Haa.

Delicious! I can never resist nice Tiramisu, Chocolate Indulgence from Secret Recipe, as well as Cocoa Exotic from Four Leaves!

My precious Godson again...

Love the sausages at Vines... and the brownie soaked in evaporated milk. Hee...

Young and promising tatto artists at work?

Call it the sacrifices of a grandpa... and grandma, for having to help scrub his back...

One hot babe in her bikini - Esther!

I couldn't bear to part with this mini mangoesteen. Think mum ate it up...

Investiture on 13th July... with lovely Mich and Ching...

With sweet grandgal, Marie...

And motherly Dr Dahl!

Crazy girls... and thank God the photographer missed my brusied leg...

Convo next...

2009-07-25T14:54:00.003+08:00

It is tough getting used to a rather new lifestyle - one that demands lots of energy and effort. No more meeting up with my second family frequently (say, more than thrice a week?) and less dinners out with dad. And I am trying to remain and remind myself to be thankful...

Had to mark seemingly endless worksheets and books dated April, May and even February! Can't really blame the teacher whom I took over because she must be having a hard time teaching and keeping up with the deadlines with her big tummy. But I have really lovely colleagues such as Mei Cheng, Wai Fun, Ashley and Kai Xin - they made my first two weeks since the end of the June hols easier with their smiles and help. Trust me, it is not exactly enjoyable to be bombarded with questions coming from my mouth. Haa.

The design of the school is in itself, an enormous maze. It is a long walk from where I am sitting to the canteen. Yup, more than 200 metres. Imagine, the Staff Room and Library are in the basement level! We are plagued with rats and geckos in air-conditioned rooms. But I am glad these creatures have yet to appear before my very eyes. And mum has been preparing food for me to consume in school. I'm a little girl in my mummy's world. Yes, sing it to the melody of 'I'm a barbie girl in the barbie world'... Haa...

Probably have this phobia of teaching children in lower primary since my genesis. To be the Form Teacher of a primary one class was a nightmare initially until somehow, I think I got used to seeing their adorable faces. One teacher remarked that I am spoiling them. Really? How? One child even broke into tears when I questioned him for failing to complete the work I gave. And I didn't even raise my voice! Ms Gillian merely looked right into his eyes and asked in a nice gentle voice! Believe me! And there's another boy in primary three... his eyes glistened with tears when he didn't finish the craft work I gave. Alright, I raised my voice in this case. =I

Received another shocking news two weeks into Term 3. My class fared terribly for their first semestral examination so I have much (remediation) to do. I stared at the marksheet for a good fifteen minutes. There are also a few naughty ones in my class, as usual. Been praying for them. Am teaching the other levels Physical Education, Art & Craft, Science and Health Education too. Tsk tsk tsk. Nonetheless, I enjoy going to school mostly from Tuesdays to Fridays.

Am one of the teachers in charge of badminton and I have to be in school by eight on Wednesdays and Fridays. I wonder how long will I continue to stay fascinated watching the coaches and pupils practise for two hours straight! It has been enlightening so far as I get to pick up the techniques involved for this sport. I promise, I will join them one day! Yes, my racket is already in the cupboard. But it will be totally embarassing to lose to these kids. Perhaps I should start to train in secret soon?

Functioning without a laptop in school has been pretty suffocating because I have to be always at the receiving hand in terms of news and information. But then again, my desk is neater with one less item? The H1N1 is killing - temperature taking twice a day for the pupils with duties at the infirmary and school gate (I finally wore the full gear with mask and gloves in Singapore's scorching weather - forgot to take a picture though) are exhausting. But this is to protect our community and safeguard the interests of various stakeholders. I really hope this swine flu will be gone soon...

Week 5 next. Classroom experience, primary one registration, open house, class performances, IPWs, excursions... ... here I come!

2009-06-18T23:48:00.002+08:00

Am not really interested in the lyrics but I simply love the melody...
The organ and drums... they keep playing in my head...
Hauntingly beautiful...

2009-06-14T21:53:00.002+08:00

Am going to have escargots tomorrow! And meet one dear angelic buddy on Tuesday! Wednesday's Dance Day. Hopefully I get to cycle on Thursday else am considering doing something again. Friday? Two more weeks to Semester 3...

I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes
I saw the sign
No one's gonna drag you up
To get into the light where you belong
But where do you belong
Under the pale moon

There's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You’re the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this

Don't look back
Keep your head held high
Don't ask them why
Because life is short
And before you know
You're feeling old
And your heart is breaking
Don't hold on to the past
Well that's too much to ask

2009-06-09T12:07:00.005+08:00

Went to Buddy Hoagies Café & Grill in Nee Soon South Community Club with my bro, aunt and cousins last Friday. We had the set lunches which came with soups, garlic breads, main courses and cold or cold beverages. $8.90 per set is quite a deal and we also tried the cheese fries – didn’t enjoy them because I like cheddar cheese – and calamari (Fish & Co’s is definitely better).

Went to JB with TomSumJo before getting home to wash up and attend Jolin’s wedding. She looked really gorgeous in her white gown and chirpy in her yellow one. Also had a great time catching up with Pearlyn and a few others. Got to know through Paula and Cindy that I was referred to as ‘Johore Gillian’ – a hilarious piece of news.

Dreamt that I cut my hair short on Saturday night. Scary!

Discussed with Sum on Boys Before Flowers. If we were to find a female equivalent for each of the F4 characters, she would be Yi Jung, Mich Tong would be Woo Bin and I would be Ji Hoo. Couldn't find a good match for Jun Pyo. The closest was Yvonne and Joash. Ridiculous talk, right? Hoho.

Rev Kay Kiong preached on Sunday – important reminder that I must continue to stand in the gap and intercede. Jo almost made me burst out in laughter when he stealthily made his way to my ear and whispered “Sounds like uncle”. He thought that Rev Kay Kiong was my father on the pulpit! I really miss Joash! My beloved godson!

Met the youths at TomSumJo’s place on Sunday. Haven’t seen them for some time and realised that I do miss them after all. Ah Di was wearing his new glasses. Jerome was still the same. Nicky was as usual our ‘centre of attraction’. Sweet Yvonne bought us a cheesecake from Bakerzin. Kenneth was lying on the sofa – sleeping beau.

Went shopping with Sum and my nose bled. It hasn’t bled for a long time because I used to suffer from frequent nose bleeds. Anyway, Sum was holding me for fear that I faint. Haha. Even Jo asked me in complete sentences if I was okay and needed to see his doctor later on in the evening! Am going to stay away from heaty food for a while, and only for a while. Hee.

Spent almost the entire day with SumJo yesterday. Had brunch, went shopping again and back to her home for Jo’s afternoon nap. This little prince was very well-behaved and Sum rewarded him with a new train! Went to Chong Pang for dinner last night and had the delicious Bak Chor Mee. Was stared at by a woman who was at the same table with us. She thought I was from Philippines. Is there a need for such a gesture? Okay, maybe she was shocked that I was having dinner with my ‘mum’ and ‘dad’. Sigh… Also purchased roses and osmanthus from the medicinal shop - am thinking of cooking them into porridge, rice etc. Try out new concoctions! Guinea pig? Papa!

Dad bought durians and I can’t eat. He was pretty worried too and made Chrysanthemum tea for me last night. Aw…

Going out soon to meet Ching, Marie and Mich…

2009-06-04T14:56:00.003+08:00

Celebrated dad's birthday yesterday at Chin Huat Live Seafood along Thomson Road (opposite Novena Church) with bro. Now, there is free flow of drinks and as expected, I screamed when the live prawns jumped out of the bowl. It costs around $22 per pax after service charge and GST. Am very impressed with the BBQ food - the satays, sweet potatoes and chicken wings were tantalising! Love the Tom Yum soup and eclairs. We also had sushi, ice-creams, chocolate fondue and curry chicken. Believe Dad enjoyed his sumptuous dinner. Went to Mustafa after the fulfilling buffet dinner for a walk - always enjoy window-shopping there!

2009-06-04T14:35:00.002+08:00

Was listening to Class 95 and reminded of The Corrs. These are three of my favourite songs from this talented band. They may be ancient but still evergreen to me...

Dreams

One Night

What Can I Do

2009-06-03T14:54:00.006+08:00

Would you feel safe leaving your child in the hands of this tutor? I wouldn't!

Dad loves his hot milk tea after having dinner outside all the time!

Tried these cakes (sold at a corner) in the Horizon Food Court at Causeway Point. Other than the blueberry crumble, the rest tasted ordinary. In fact, I am a little disappointed...

Bro drove us to a hawker centre at Toa Payoh Lorong 5 for dinner. The food was cheap and good. The rojak was a big surprise because there were pieces of guavas, mangoes, red apples and jelly fish - absolutely delicious.

The Wu Xiang, which bro totally relished, was heavenly as well.

Rice is almost compulsory for dad and so he had chicken rice. The portion wasn't generous enough but the grains of rice were fragrant and moist.

We shared all the food and Bar Chor Mee - I thought the price was a little steep - was on our list too.

This plate of Char Kuey Teow cost a mere $2! It was a far cry from what I had in YTP's canteen - paid the same amount for a bowl of Lor Mee and I believed I only ate a dollar's worth.

Bro also drove us to a Seafood Restaurant near AMK Hub.

We had a hotplate of ambrosial hand-made tofu. Love the dancing flakes...

Tried Coffee Pork Ribs. Couldn't taste much coffee but it was a luscious dish.

I seldom think highly of vegetarian food unless they are cooked by mum. But this particular restaurant serves really delectable Claypot Tofu and Vegetarian Sweet and Sour Fish. It's in Chinatown and I can't remember its name. Haa... Mum and I ate till we almost burst.

Another Botak Jones wannabe? Astons' menu is more varied than BJ and I love the fact that we get to choose our own side dishes. Very systematic way of getting our orders across and the cashier is an adorable boy in his teens. Hoho.

Sorry for this messed up picture but it is the best I could get... Am totally mesmerised by the mini sausages and cold slaw. The fish was tender and the chicken, juicy and well marinated. Dad finished his portion and as usual, had his cup of teh gao ga die... Hee...

Probably will bring dad for a steamboat tonight for his birthday celebration. Coincidentally, it is also TomSum's ninth anniversary. Sweet...

2009-06-03T12:59:00.004+08:00

Went to Pulau Ketam with mum, aunt Monica, aunt Ruby and her two princesses. It was a ladies' trip and we had lots of fun. While it was nice to be back in the arms of nature on that island, I don't think I can survive there for long - no computers, no friends, no work, no radios... but the food served was good due to the fresh seafood. Slept next to Krystal and she was pushing me off the bed as she did somersaults through the night. Sigh... I seldom sleep well when I go abroad for holidays. Thank God for the sunshine, journey mercy and love.

Survived five days in school. Sweet TomSumJo even got me a slice of cake from Secret Recipe when I couldn't go JB with them. Why am I teaching in the afternoon session? Am going to take over a primary one class (teaching English and Math) and a primary four class (teaching Science). The environment was a little cold because very few teachers greeted with smiles. The infrastructure is weird but I shall not elaborate. Have a table for my own usage but I suspect it is not a permanant arrangement and so, I avoided piling up stuff. Friday's Meet The Parents Session was exhausting because I had to stand, walk and direct for six solid hours. Joseph was feeling unwell and so he rested in the staff room while I was on duty on my own. A parent made my day with "Thanks, dear!". Okay, I am that easily satisfied.

Finished watching Boys Before Flowers on YouTube within 39 hours. Admire Ji Hoo's character in the Korean drama - his unconditional love and protection for Jan Di really touched my heart. But seriously, that is impossible for any human in reality. Although the story is extremely far-fetched, I enjoyed it thoroughly. Nothing has been this addictive!

Chatted with Ching last night over the phone. Talked about the kind of guys we like and she prefers Joon Pyo to Ji Hoo. I'll take the latter any time! Haha. Not that I like his looks - frighteningly feminine - but it is his personality in the drama which really attracted me. Ching was also telling me about her new school as well. Time for a reunion, gals! Had initially planned for dinner in town with my gfs but suddenly realised it is dad's birthday today. Lost track of dates... and how time crawls when there is no work to be done...

2009-05-18T21:02:00.002+08:00

Visited mum last Wednesday at her new stall and every customer I spoke to raved non-stop about the quality of the food she cooks. Actually called her the day before to tell her that I would be visiting and asked her if she needed anything from home. She laughed and remarked that she thought I called because I missed her. I do! I miss hearing her snore. I miss maneuvering past her bed to the master bedroom toilet. Haha.

Had to make a special trip to NIE for Programme feedback on Thursday and Mich Heng was really annoyed that we made a redundant trip since the feedback will be done online. She blurted something unpleasant out in the LT. Haa. That’s her, straightforward and real. Took many pictures of the familiar campus, with candid David and Penny (the owners of the drinks stall) and only with towering Dr Jason Tan and lovely Dr Dahl as the rest of the tutors were on leave. On the way out for lunch, the whole group of us – Mich Tan and Heng, Xin, Syl, Erni, Ching, Marie and I – were camera-whoring at the bus-stop and on the bus. Haa. Eventually, we settled for Swenson’s and Dr Ludwig joined us – this sweet tutor traveled all the way from home to JP just for us and unsuccessfully (again) wanted to give us a treat! We also celebrated Mich Heng’s birthday in advance.

Mum returned home on Friday night, sick. She had moved to her new stall not too long ago and she hadn’t cleared up the old. I spent my Saturday cleaning up with her. We also walked to Chinatown and had dinner there. The vegetarian restaurant she highly recommended truly serves delicious food! We had Claypot Tofu and Sweet and Sour Fish. It was a tiring day and it dawned on me again how tough it must be on my mum, who is coming close to 60. We reached home close to twelve and hearing how bad her cough was, I made herbal drink for her to soothe her throat. Sunday was almost the same – I went to her stall but wasn’t much of a help because she had to prepare the ingredients and I just couldn’t match her speed in cutting, chopping etc.

Went to NIE today and sat through a 2.5 hours survey. Marie wasn’t feeling too well and she went home to rest. Made my way to the canteen with Ching and had Western food (the second time during my four years there). Saw Ms Janet, Dr Aik Ling and Dr Cheang there. Next destination? Bustling corner in the sea of books! I had Iced Mocha and Ching had tea. The uncle (forgot to ask for his name though we have been patronising his café) was so nice – blessed us with a lollipop each. I was exhilarated – sweet thrill. We bumped into Dr Benny and Dr Ludwig – a golden and perfect opportunity to have a picture snapped with the two cute musketeers. Was a little surprised that the former readily agreed to our request because he gives me the impression that he is terribly camera-shy. Had a marvelous time chatting with Ching. More tomorrow?

Was upset with what someone told me a few days ago. She was suggesting that people whom I consider friends have been talking about me behind my back. I probed further but she was only willing to divulge that much. Was disappointed. Was it real? Can I trust anyone at all? She even advised me to choose my friends carefully. Was it a masquerade? In times like this, I know there is one who doesn't change. I can trust in Him at all times - my fortress, my deliverer, my shield, my strength...

She died on a stormy night. I woke up and realised my loss in horror. How did it happen? I asked my daddy and the answer was lucid. He caused her death and I couldn’t bring myself to cry. But I did mourn over a few days and occasionally still remind dad of his evil deed. She jumped off, with the help of the wind, I believe. I couldn’t find any of her remains. He shouldn’t have placed her so near to the windows! Adieu, my cactus! I will think of you whenever I see your kind…

It is a weird feeling. Four years flew past and I have five more to go. Bidding farewell can be sorrowful.

2009-05-12T11:32:00.003+08:00

What do you get when a group of gals play board games? Lots of screaming, hysterical laughter and crazy fun!

2009-05-10T21:23:00.002+08:00

Celebrated Mothers' Day at Duayi's house yesterday. Here's a picture of all the beautiful, sacrificial and awesome mothers!

Grandma had a picture taken with all the little ones...

And one with all the males in the family... leaving out the photographer...

Bought dad this because he has been complaining of shoulder aches. We went shopping on Thursday at AMK Hub and he really likes OTO Power Tap!

Went JB for lunch with TomSumJo today after service and we had a sumptuous meal. Was given a treat by my second family because I am godma... LOL

One of my lovely tuition students made this cup of Oreo and Chocolate shake for me. He was covered in perspiration when he entered the room. Such a sweet student and he is already in secondary one!

Received a belated birthday present from Dage and Weiling yesterday morning. It's a white Mango bag - big enough for school!

Just received a call from my second family. They are coming to the food court near my place for supper so I got to run. Keke...

2009-05-06T21:52:00.002+08:00

Went for Long John Silver on Monday for lunch with Sum and Jo. Wanted to have the Seafood Combo andd realised to my utter disappointment that the promotional item was no longer available. Found a new love though. These fries and potato skins with lots of cheese on top are heavenly.

Been making angels and especially went to JP to buy more Swarovski crystals - burnt a hole in my pocket. Wanted to take the more inferior imitation crystals but they seem to have less lustre and shine. Well, since they are meant as gifts, I better use the real things... Even made boxes to contain each 'immortal being'. Gorgeous?

Went to Minds Cafe today with the girls. We had lots of fun and four hours seem to fly. Too bad Ching is not around. Was imitating the Sunkist advertisement with Mich Tan for this picture.

The wonderful gals, whose company I will miss deeply...

Am posted to a school in Yew Tee. Never been there but I believe it is going to be an enriching and wonderful experience! Am starting to miss life in NIE - doing projects, going for tests, sitting for examinations, discussing for assignments, eating canteen food... Most of all, my closer friends and inspiring tutors who made a difference in my life...

2009-05-05T12:58:00.005+08:00

I made a few angels when I got back home after my last paper. Aren't they beautiful?

Went for a short trip to Malacca with TomSumJo over the long weekend. Must thank Tommy for driving us around and taking care of Jo in the hotel when Sum and I went shopping. It is really different shopping without having to fuss over our little darling and worrying about his safety in the crowd. Jo was also very well behaved when we ate in various restaurants. This trip is basically about pampering ourselves (the women) and sinking our teeth into various much talked-about food in Malacca. Here are a few highlights:

The first restaurant which we went to for lunch - Bibik Neo. Must say that the food was not up to my expectations, except for one dish - Cincalok Omelette. The Assam Fish which my grandma used to cook is much nicer than the one served there. I guess this restaurant is pretty famous and the usual story is that the standard of food from such restaurants drops over time. Tsk tsk tsk...

Sharon and I went for body massage on the first night and by the time we got back, the two males were fast asleep. It was my first time having body massage feeling so bare - was so shocked that I actually asked Sum if I had to take all my clothes off. Believe she had a good laugh. You see, I am used to having Thai Body Massages with a robe and undergarments on! It was truly an embarrassing experience! Eeww...

An extravagantly decorated trishaw? It even lights up brilliantly at night!

This ginormous pineapple tart is in the Malaysia Book of Records in 2004. Don't ask me if it is edible. I wouldn't want to try, knowing for sure that it has been molested by endless hands.

Baba Laksa - cheap and good at RM3.50. Love the bits of tuna. Sum mentioned that she is going to try add tuna when she has home-cooked laksa in future.

Visited the Baba and Nyonya Heritage Museum. RM8 for one adult and we cannot take pictures when we enter. It was such a pity because I am not able to capture any of the interior design and furnishing of this building, which is a close resemblance to the shooting done for our very own Little Nyonya. But Tommy managed to take several pictures with his camera phone while shunning the CCTV. Haa.

Jo was trying to hide under the table when we had breakfast in the hotel.

I had one of my best meals at Capitol Satay Celup though the queue was daunting initially. I am in love with the sauce - resembles the satay sauce which we have in Singapore - because of the peanuts. The only caveat - suffer from the 'thirsty hippo syndrome' a few hours after the meal. I was bloated with liquid while lying on my bed that night.

We took a few pictures in the hotel room with our purchases.

Jo had a great time snapping photographs and we are amused at his objects.

Tommy was kind enough to drive us to our usual parlour for a classic manicure and pedicure on our way back to Singapore. Never have I tried such bright and candy sweet colours but I thought I should just be different for once.

When is the next time I can get out of Singapore?

2009-04-30T13:43:00.002+08:00

If God were to give us everything that we ask for, our definition of sufficiency will be destroyed.

The antidote to the illness of grumbling is thankfulness.

Exams are over. I cannot believe that I have been studying in NIE for the past 4 years. The friends I've known for 4 years... The bus I've taken fro 4 years... The canteen I've been eating at for 4 years... The campus I've been walking on for 4 years... The things I've learnt for 4 years... How many 4 years do I have in this lifetime? Another adventure awaits.

I met my primary school classmate last Sunday! She was the one who told me about Jesus when I was eleven. It was simply amazing that God brought her right next to me as I wondered for the brief moment if she was her. We had a great time having lunch at Causeway Point and now, we are linked at Facebook. It's a reunion which warms my heart...

It's Mothers' Day celebration next Saturday for my family. I have handmade gifts ready for the mothers that day. Maybe I should make a cheesecake and Tiramisu for them as well. Am missing Tyler and the nieces already...

Sharon is all ready to be the tour guide for Malacca. It's the trip I have been looking forward to. Going to take many pictures and have fun exploring Malacca. Can't wait to sink my teeth into the Peranakan food as well. Thanks to TomSum for booking the hotel and including me in their short holiday. Seriously, I hope that I will not get busy to the point of neglecting my loved ones when I start to teach formally...

2009-04-30T12:08:00.005+08:00

Tommy passed me this weird looking coffee sachet and I tried. Think it is just a novelty product in Singapore - imitating the Vietnam way of drinking of coffee - and I didn't really enjoy it because it was too bitter (even after lots of sugar and milk were added).

TomSumJo bought me a box of gourmet chocolates and my family, delicious banana cakes just a day before my first paper. Super sweet of my second family! They are always so loving and encouraging!

TomSumJo and I went to JB (again) and searched for a featured shop in a magazine. We managed to find it - tucked in a corner - after a long ride. Its banana cakes are superb! They are not too sweet, of a nice and soft texture, and freshly baked. Yummy! Didn't like their coconut buns because I never really enjoy dessicated coconut.

Sharon made her signature dish for me - potato salad! Lurve it!

Joash with Allyson, who reminds me of Cecilia Cheung.

My neighbours. They were chilling out in my room and gladly posed for me.

2009-04-23T10:54:00.002+08:00

My aunt sent this to me and the heart of any adversity is again reiterated.

God knows and He always understands...

It's profoundly simple.

2009-04-17T13:22:00.000+08:00

If it is bad enough in Singapore, I don't know what this is...

2009-04-16T16:55:00.004+08:00

Dad with Esther at Duayi's place on Good Friday. Brought the gals to swim and when we were on our way back, we took the same lift as one NIE lecturer. The scary thing is, I was thinking if I would ever bump into one at Hume Avenue. ESP at work?

Tyler has a sweet tooth... enjoying his yam paste.

Energised after dessert, the youngest Ah Yi and Nephew tried new stunts in the living room...

Bought this for Jojo. His eyes were stuck to it for sooooooooo long! Try pronouncing pachycepholosaurus? Jo Try can do it effortlessly!

My latest nail colour - silver. I look like I am ready to go clubbing any time? That's why Sharon said. Haa.

Justin bought these chocolate Easter eggs for the little ones...

New product from Kinder Bueno? Why the hippopotamus of all creatures?

Mum cooked Vegetarian Curry Mutton for dinner...

Haven't been practising origami for some time. Nice paper vase?

And a lily...

Spent one entire afternoon burning my photographs and other files into CDs after uploading pictures to FB. This is my first time doing backup, believe it or not! And I am not finished with it yet. Had a wonderful time browsing through the pictures taken over the years.

Slept at 5 this morning. Couldn't sleep and ended up taking numerous quizzes on FB. Woke up at 1pm and cooked Maggi mee for lunch. Topped my food with a slice of cheese - inspired by ToGetHer. Hoho. I must say that it is a pretty interesting way to eat instant noodles. Could do better with less soup. Next? Have to get ready for tuition...

2009-04-16T02:48:00.001+08:00

Am still awake. Uploaded videos. Caught Bride Wars at TomSum’s place just now. Nearly cried towards the end. Had dinner at NTU Canteen A. Handed in my two final assignments.

Saw how TomSum coerce Jo into eating his medicine. This dear boy can be unimaginably obstinate when it comes to food and medicine. It hurts both physically and emotionally for all three parties. Yes, I was on the verge of tearing when the hands landed on his thighs and arms, but I witnessed how Jo relented and behaved obediently only after a dose of severely harsh treatment. I finally understood that gentleness does not work on Jo. Tsk tsk tsk.

It has been over four years and I haven’t received my DVD on my first major and formal drama performance. Wonder how long must I continue to wait. The memorising of lines, cues, movements and more. The physical, emotional and mental pain of immersing myself in that role. Had to genuinely fall onto the hard ground (and my knee bled a little once), cry my hearts out with real tears, soliloquise in the dark… It is a memorable experience and I would love to watch and assess my own performance. Can I?

Have been enjoying myself when exams are not over yet! Celebrated Good Friday with my extended family. Went shopping with mum, Duayi and grandma on Saturday. Caught Confessions of a Shopaholic on Sunday. Had my nails done at JB on Monday. Indulgence?

2009-04-13T11:45:00.006+08:00

Christos Anesti (Christ is risen)

Alithos Anesti (Indeed He is risen)

I asked Cheyanne (my nine-year-old niece) who she thinks God is and
whether He is alive or dead. Her unsure answer - God is dead. Am not
sure about other gods but mine is alive! He is risen and alive. He
came, He died for my sins and He is risen. All these, I am sure.

This song was performed beautifully on Sunday during service and
I wanted to find out who the actual singer is. It turned out to be
David Phelps and he delivered it with so much conviction. Do take a
look - he is a superb tenor!

No More Night
- David Phelps

The timeless theme, earth and heaven will pass away.
It’s not a dream, God will make all things new that day.
Gone is the curse from which I stumbled and fell.
Evil is banished to eternal hell.

No more night.
No more pain.
No more tears.
Never crying again.
And praises to the great "I AM".
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb.

See all around, now the nations bow down to sing.
The only sound is the praises to Christ, our King.
Slowly the names from the book are read.
I know the King, so there’s no need to dread.

No more night.
No more pain.
No more tears.
Never crying again.
And praises to the great "I AM".
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb. 

See over there, there’s a mansion,
oh that’s prepared just for me,
where I will live with my savior eternally.

There will be no more night.

No more night.
No more pain.
No more tears.
Never crying again.
And praises to the great "I AM".
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb. 

And praises to the great "I AM".
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb. 



My aunt sent this to me. What do you see?

2009-04-09T13:22:00.004+08:00

Thanks to TomSum for the loan of their laminating machine, I managed to laminate close to 400 pieces of beautiful papers. It has been therapeutic cutting the edges and all... and I am not done yet!

TomSumJo bought these lovely muffins from Sun Plaza for my family.

Mum cooked Vegetarian Tomyum Fish, and I simply love the brinjals and lady's fingers...

We celebrated Sayi's birthday at Duayi's place last Saturday. Had so much fun with Tyler and the little ones, though I was manipulated like a 'slave' and 'machine' when I got in the pool with them... Yes, I didn't get to swim again...

Tyler loves the rich chocolate cake with a tint of alcohol!

Chloe, Tyler, Esther and Cheyanne

Mum and Tyler. I thought he looks like a girl in this pic!

Bought lots of bread for breakfast for my family. And bro complained that I should have bought Twiggies. Grrr...

Formally had my last tutorial in NIE last night. The 3 hours flew and I must say that I thoroughly enjoyed sharing my experiences in such an affirming and supportive environment. I miss my friends, especially those in the small group because we shared things more in depth. AED231 is unlike other modules and I am extremely glad I had Mdm Thana because she makes a great difference with her openness, gentleness and patience! She gave a number of us a hug and this butterfly magnet as a souvenir. Okay, I didn't manage to get the one in magenta (closest to purple for what were available). She also told me,"It is such a joy to have you in class." and I gathered it is because I have always been dramatic and funny? Haha. I have to do that for a 5.30pm to 8.30pm tutorial.

Couldn't sleep well last night. Was thinking about all the tutors and friends who made an impact on me in NIE. Yup, four years spent on this campus and soon, it will be time to bid farewell...

2009-04-08T13:32:00.004+08:00

Everything's amazing but nobody's happy! Embedding is disallowed so do click on it while it lasts...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoGYx35ypus

Don't know whether to cry or laugh...

"Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The trouble-makers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules, and they have no respect for the status-quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify, or vilify them. But the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.”

2009-04-03T11:59:00.002+08:00

What does forgiveness mean? Wednesday's tutorial was mind boggling. Does true forgiveness mean that it doesn't hurt anymore? Can I forget about forgiving when I can't even remember what is there to forgive in the first place? Can we forgive on the behalf of others? Haa. I have to forgive myself for not being able to answer these questions? The bottom line? I have to be gentle with myself, as well as the others. Well, the questions will end soon with our last tutorial on next Wednesday. Is there anyone I should forgive? Can I forgive when the other party is not apologetic at all? Yes, I think I can! Hee.

Can't wait for Saturday to come although I dread the tuitions in the morning.

2009-03-29T22:22:00.002+08:00

Blessed be Your Name

Blessed be Your name
In the land that is plentiful
Where the streams of abundance flow
Blessed be Your name

Blessed be Your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed be Your name

Every blessing You pour out,
I turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say...
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

Blessed be Your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's all as it should be
Blessed be Your name

Blessed be Your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name

You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord, Blessed be Your name

2009-03-29T16:47:00.003+08:00

I could see from his eyes the excitement once again when our eyes met. And my heart melted when he called "Ah Yi". We gathered at Duayi's house yesterday and feasted again. Tyler has grown in a matter of weeks - his vocabulary bank has expanded! He told me "Don't block" and mentioned "Never mind" when we were 'communicating'. Haha. He was hilarious. He was rubbing his nose a few times and I took a look at his nostrils. I saw a few pieces of harden mucus and instinctively, I embarked on the journey of clearing his airway with my little finger. Apparently, it was such a shiok feeling that he almost fell asleep and after that, he kept pulling my 'tool' to his nose for more! Alright, I do wash my hands thoroughly so don't be afraid to shake my hands. It was a great sense of satisfaction because he could breathe and rest properly after that. Also taught the little ones origami and we even went swimming. Had to wear Siyi's swimming costume because mine is worn out. Duayi and mum said I look good in it and because I have been searching for one, they promised to bring me to OG next Saturday to shop for one. So, did I really swim? Okay, it was more like just soaking in water because I had to look after the children. We had curry chicken, jacket fish with plum sauce, mixed vege, chicken and eggs in soy sauce, fried bean curds and vegetarian noodles for dinner. Dessert? Red bean soup and mango strudel! We also observed Earth Hour from 2030 to 2130 while chit chatting in the dark.

Krys is the 'Ah Yi' here with our nieces and nephew!

Tyler was exploring with the texture of the mango strudel. Yucks!

Sayi bought me this T-shirt for my birthday. Yeah, I am a 'T-shirt' person?

Ken bought this nalgene water bottle for me. It's meant for toddler and who cares? I'm using it!

Krys assembled this for me. Isn't she sweet?

Esther 'designed' this birthday card for me. Tell me, how can I not love them???

She's worrying, given her behaviour and mentality at her age. What has she done to the one who sacrificed her hard-earned money in her time of crisis? Has she not been cheated enough? She is going back to square one despite all the warning signs. I know she is hurt - to be treated like a fool on the basis of her love for her. She felt responsible somehow, when she isn't at all! She heeds no advice. I saw her crying in my dreams. And how did I end up being the middle woman? She is not concentrating in her work. She is splurging on him. She is going deeper into yet another bottomless pit. When will she be rational again? Can't she see that we are all worried for her? I feel so cheated on her behalf. She has been having a hard life. Is she becoming another of her burden? What will come next? Lord, my heart aches and again, I am reminded to look to You and pray...

2009-03-26T13:35:00.002+08:00

THANK YOUs… … arranged pretty much chronologically… hoho

TomSumJo – this must be the third time my second family celebrated my birthday with me. Sorry to make you pay for the lunch at Tony Roma’s… it’s my first time there! And thanks for the ‘cake surprise’ on Monday night and the sweet smelling gift! Jojo, thanks for singing me the birthday song in two languages. I know it is a simple feat to you!

Didar, Mich and Ben – the watch is so adorable I have doubts about carrying it off… Hee. Thanks for taking time to shop for my gift and in burning a hole somewhere.

Rus – my buddy… thanks for taking the effort to organise the heartwarming celebration with Ah Drew and Roger. My first time at Acacia and am still thinking of the mushroom soup!

Ah Drew and Roger – what’s the meaning of giving me a bunch of bananas? Haha. I know I drive both of you bananas… and I can’t bear to hug and dirty them!

Ching – thanks for the CD. It wasn’t a surprise due to your earlier sms but am still touched. Can’t believe that you actually called to sing me a birthday song. I know… KTV again?

AK – You’re the first angel to message me on my actual birthday and guess what? This is the first time I receive a purse (never mind if it is not in purple) from a guy and thanks for the lovely thoughts behind everything!

Bro – thanks for fixing the wireless for me. And for the cute chain. Hee.

Ah Di Kei – Cannot imagine you took the trouble to assemble this necklace! It’s exquisite and I look forward to wearing it!

Marie – Grandgal, thanks for the perfume and intention to treat me to lunch but as both of us know, we are not earning yet so it’s better to go Dutch. I hope it wasn’t rude and let’s go back to Sakae? Hoho.

Pearlyn – actually I don’t quite know how to use the powder which you gave me but I’ll figure it out. Keke.

My students – thanks for that innovative dance and making me laugh. But seriously, I hope I don’t get to spend my future actual birthdays giving tuitions. Haha.

Xin, Syl and Mich – thanks for the pragmatic gift. I think the card is very pretty!

Aunt Ruby, Krys and Esther – I know I’ll get it on Sunday but allow me to thank you first. The video of the little ones singing me a birthday song is honey sweet and my dad couldn’t agree more!

To many of my other friends – Dap, Dage , Wei, Grace, Les, Stelle, ID, Derek, Uncle, Joseph, Ser, Garry, Jarrod, Jintang, Nicky, Roy, Bash, Christopher, Paul, Mun Loon, Haliah, Sul, Jasper, Kexin, Yong Jian, July, Jinliang, Fiona, Kumari, Siyuan, John, Shantini, Ziqian, Jinwei, Wendy, Jolin, Jonathon, Mich Tan, Huifang, Er Niang, Dion, Xin Rong, Huiyun, Vivien, Evon, Rebecca, Mandy and the list goes on – thanks for all your well wishes. The thought of all of you remembering and taking time to send your greetings is a truly blessed feeling.

And I just realised that I didn’t take many pictures of the celebrations! Argh…

2009-03-25T22:55:00.001+08:00

You remind me of myself. We are in different situations but the decision to honour God stands firm. The pain is intensely real but the perseverance to honour God stands strong. The questions ring ceaselessly but the choice to honour God stands certain. I wept. I really wept when I know what happened. It had seemed so near yet so far. But eventually, it came. I will pray, yes I will, because you are on my mind and in my heart.

It never struck me that You fought hard for me. Yes, You fought hard for me because You love me so much. And I thought I am the one fighting hard against sinning, fighting hard to find time to spend with You, fighting hard to honour You… It is a simple drama but I am deeply moved. Indeed, how can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?

Everything

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again

You are the strength, that keeps me walking
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose...you're everything

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you’re all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything

2009-03-23T22:11:00.002+08:00

It is not the cost. Neither is it the size. And it's definitely not the packaging. It's a matter of decibels. It's the presence. It's the thought. It's the laughter and giggles. It is called blessings!

Am surprised by my dearest Godson. TomSumJo bought me a slice of Cocoa Exotic from Four Leaves and I was serenaded by Jo when he sang 'Happy birthday to you...' in both English and Mandarin. I blew the flame off for the second time before it strikes twelve. They even blessed me with an expensive meal at Tony Roma's on Saturday and a 'sweet smelling' present.

Rus, Ah Drew and Roger brought me to Acacia at Bishan Park for dinner yesterday. We had lots of fun, with fine wine and food. Roger embarrassed me thoroughly in that restaurant with one of the loudest birthday songs I've ever heard in my life. The guys bought me 'bananas' and Rus melted my heart with her messages in the birthday card.

Kei made me a beautiful necklace. Unimaginable! Ching gave me a CD (as 'promised' in her sms). Hilarious! Mich, Ben and Didar got me a cute watch - which reminds me of Siau Foon.

Through Facebook, Rebecca, Vivien, Evon, Huiyun and Xin Rong wished me 'Happy Birthday'. Bash messaged me - she thought she missed my big day

And it's not exactly my birthday yet! Actually, I am thankful enough when people remember and wish me well. Everything else is a big blessed bonus.

2009-03-15T21:08:00.003+08:00

Ching is hilarious. This is what she messaged me on Friday when I was on my way for tutorial:

Hi. Lee Ching here. Gil’s birthday is coming. Do u have any plans 4 her? May I join? I’m thinking of buying this whose cd 4 her.

I nearly rolled on the floor when I read this. But she could not be blamed. Her mobile phone is weird – it sends messages meant for ‘Sharon Joash’ to me!

Yup. It is coming again. Somehow, I am a little afraid. Someone threw me twenty dollars on a table last year. It was meant for my birthday and I was so hurt that I felt depressed for a short period of time. Yes, it was a very practical gift and I really appreciated it. But the manner of giving was wrong. I hope it will never happen again.

Had a BBQ on Saturday at TomSum's place using a portable pit. We had lots of sausages, crab sticks, chicken wings, Japanese fish cake, bacon strips, baby portobello mushrooms and marsh mellows. I think Tommy said that he is going to make this a quarterly affair! Hoho.

My dearest godson chose a purple sock meant for my mobile phone. Isn’t he sweet? His parents are even sweeter to have paid for it.

Took this picture while shopping with TomSumJo in JB, Giant. Lovely?

Bought a box of mini donuts from JCO for my students. They were delighted by the surprise because there wasn’t any occasion for the treat.

Presenting baby Jake. Visited ACL in Thomson Medical Centre and carried her bundle of joy in my arms. He is so fragile and adorable…

CG was wonderful on Friday. We finally got to talk with one another on a personal level for an extended period of time. And I think having pre-sermon studies are helpful! Am praying for Personal revival, Divine appointments and Active obedience. That is PDA for me!

Mighty To Save

Everyone needs compassion,
Love that's never failing;
Let mercy fall on me.

Everyone needs forgiveness,
The kindness of a Saviour;
The Hope of nations.

Saviour, He can move the mountains,
My God is Mighty to save,
He is Mighty to save.

Forever, Author of salvation,
He rose and conquered the grave,
Jesus conquered the grave.

So take me as You find me,
All my fears and failures,
Fill my life again.

I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in,
Now I surrender.

My Saviour, He can move the mountains,
My God is Mighty to save,
He is Mighty to save.
Forever, Author of salvation,
He rose and conquered the grave,
Jesus conquered the grave.

Shine your light and let the whole world see,
We're singing for the glory of the risen King...Jesus (x2)

2009-03-12T14:00:00.003+08:00

Going to visit ACL and her baby soon (before going for my tuition at night). I insisted on getting her something and she asked for bird's nest. She admitted to having an overdose of Little Nonya. Am in love with the theme song and before I go, I'll have another round of 如燕.Haha. Even Joash is in love with the song. Yes, my dear godson can sing parts of it.

如燕

愿意合上眼才能美梦无边

yuan yi he shang yan cai neng mei meng wu bian
别让悔熏乌了从前

bie rang hui xun wu le cong qian
也许碎片才能让回忆展颜

ye xu sui pian cai neng rang hui yi zhan yan
何妨瓷花拼凑明天

he fang ci hua pin cou ming tian

谁带我寻获幸福的模

shui dai wo xun huo xing fu de mo
却自己谜中困锁

que zi ji mi zhong kun suo
谁为我留下缱绻的天涯

shui wei wo liu xia qian quan de tian ya
信物是抹晚霞

xin wu shi mo wan xia

Chorus:
思念如燕它飞舞舌尖

si nian ru yan ta fei wu she jian
若是真爱配尝几分苦甜

ruo shi zhen ai pei chang ji fen ku tian
意念婆娑时间里推磨

yi nian po suo shi jian li tui mo
追随到何处才结果

zhui sui dao he chu cai jie guo
燕如针线在青空缝编

yan ru zhen xian zai qing kong feng bian
几幅女红将以泪缀点

ji fu nu hong jiang yi lei zhui dian
誓言斑驳情雾只是经过

shi yan ban bo qing wu zhi shi jing guo
风雨中且让我盈步婀娜

feng yu zhong qie rang wo ying bu er nuo

2009-03-09T15:11:00.005+08:00

The second belly dance session was interesting with new moves and most importantly, because Joash looks so cute doing the 'hip drop' with his crinkled up fingers.

Sharon made delicious tuna and sausage baby buns for breakfast before we went for service. Jojo went straight for the sausages, leaving the buns behind, which landed in Tommy's mouth. The sacrifices made by parents...

It was nice meeting Mei En on Sunday after service, especially when Ps Tony was talking about play acting as hypocrisy. Looking forward to meeting the rest on the team.

God's laws are meant to protect us and Numbers 5 resonated within me. I remember that Rev Gordon touched on this before.

Was on my way to attend Yanni's wedding dinner last night when I met Ching on the MRT. Such a coincidence! When I was out of the hotel, I bumped into Ah Drew. Haha. He couldn't escape from my 'presents'.

Am having a big headache over the Math Independent Study Report. It's tough to look for references to beef it up and there is still the presentation slides to fret over.

Have an errand to run for mum so am hoping the rain stops soon.

Looks like I can't run away from leading worship? It's only the second time the CG is meeting and I am to lead worship as stated in the roster. Better pray and prepare for the songs soon!

Need to buy a fake tattoo for my AED presentation on Wednesday. Argh... and I haven't memorised the script!

2009-03-05T09:37:00.002+08:00

The Love of God

Could we with ink the ocean fill
And were the skies of parchment made
Were every stalk on earth a quill
And every man a scribe by trade
To write the love of God above
Would drain the ocean dry
Nor could the scroll contain the whole
Though stretched from sky to sky

2009-02-28T23:41:00.004+08:00

Had my first Belly Dance lesson on Friday with Marie, Ching, Ernie and Sabrina at Natasha's home. I find it a little tiring for my arms because we had to lift them up most of the time. There are different names for various moves and I think we have to jot them down somewhere for the sake of practising. We were also contemplating to buy the hip scarves to jazz up the practices.

Went to JB with my second family today and to my pleasant surprise, I saw hip scarves being sold at one of the carts. After getting a discount, I paid RM55 for a classic black (and there are many more colours available). Bad choice because my brother found it too noisy when I put it on in my room and began twisting and turning my rear. Haha.

Recess is coming to an end. Soon, all the presentations will commence and in about two months' time, it's 'bye bye' to the NIE campus... *sigh*

2009-02-26T23:57:00.005+08:00

Caught this rainbow yesterday. Reminds me once again of His promise...

Finally, the designers decide to come up with something in purple!

I like this too - reminds me of Fish & Co.

Happy family!

This pot of claypot chicken rice, together with a small bowl of salted fish swimming in minced ginger, cost less than S$4! There were generous portions of mushrooms, boneless chicken and vegetables. Well marinated, the mushrooms are juicy and the chunky chickens, tender. Grab it at the food court in City Square, JB! Haha.

I wonder why are they so expensive when all I could taste is sugar! Though the colours are attractive, these macaroons are really nothing special. Shall never have them land on my tongue ever again!

My latest nail colour and design. Okay, not really that new - almost two weeks old.

I love lohei! Shall put these creations of mine up for rememberance...

My latest squeeze - Tyler - and I really miss him!

My dearest godson 'bought' me a purple sock to protect my mobile phone. And he can recite my full name - Tan Pao Yun Gillian Eeyore. Don't ask me why 'Eeyore'. He calls himself Baby Joey and his mum, Mummy Kangaroo. Tommy is Tigger. His lovely mum also got me a packet of Ribena flowers! Started thinking about the Five Love Languages. Haa.

Met up with Aunt Ruby and Esther today. Krystal was still in school when we ate at the Japanese Food Court at North Point. How do I speak love? Cuddled Esther and asked for kisses. Haa. That is physical touch. Bought her four ring stamps and her sis, a pizza-shaped pen. That is giving of gifts. Hm... and the quality time spent while we had lunch? Alright, need to pump in more words of encouragement and acts of service!

Belly dance classes start tomorrow! Wonder how is it going to be like.

2009-02-23T00:21:00.005+08:00

Am so glad the stipend is in. Have two weddings to attend in March and another in June. ACL's little one is due soon too. Life is beautiful!

Went to Sembawang Shopping Complex on Saturday with TomSumJo. Bought numerous items at Diaso and am motivated to bake this short recess week. I'll see. Still have many tasks on hand.

Helped my mum dye her hair this afternoon. We also had home-cooked lunch with dad and it is such a blissful feeling...

Had a BBQ with two friends at a park just now. My first time trying barbecued portobello mushrooms, bacon strips and cheese tofu. Had the usual sausages, chicken chops, nuggets and sotong balls. We fed the mosquitoes as well... ...

Am so touched by my dearest godson. He insisted that I am in the 'picture' as well when an activity required him to paste pictures representing his family members during Sunday School. I thank God too for him and his lovely parents!

Here is my darling, happily buried under CNY goodies.

First saw this in a resort on Pulau Ubin and now it is available in pasar malam! You pay to get trapped in a huge transparent balloon while trying to keep your balance in it. Too bad, anyone struggling inside ends up looking like a guinea pig or hamster doing the usual stunt.

Bought these two packs of cute picks from Daiso. Hopefully they will come in useful one day as teaching aids.

And stamps from Daiso too! All ready for school?

A hot glass of aromatic coffee is all I need for an idyllic afternoon...

2009-02-20T23:06:00.002+08:00

What is the biggest difference between humans and animals?
Humans can conceal their true feelings.
Got this through a show and I totally agree with it.

Have to sleep soon because I have to wake up early for tuition tomorrow morning. Sometimes, I wish life can be more interesting than this. Haha.

I wonder if I should be happy for him. I could see it coming but I know it will pass in no time.

Bumped into one of my tutors from last semester and seeing him reminds me that time is running out. Yup! He told me to keep in touch when I start teaching.

Celebrated with Ching and Mich today after handing in one of our more demanding projects. Am so glad that recess is here but there are days set aside to work on other assignments in the coming week. More to come, yes, more to come...

This is on Facebook but there is no harm putting it here, I guess.

25 Things About Me

Childhood

Was an extremely naughty child who often got on my mum’s nerves and caning was almost a daily affair.
Was taken care and abused to a certain extent by one of my relatives when I was in Kindergarten Year 1.
Started cooking dinner for my family in Primary 2. Impressive?
Became a prefect in Woodlands Primary School (WPS) in Primary 4. Of course, I continued until Primary 6.
Made numerous friends from WPS whom I still keep in contact with. And I found a few of them through Facebook.
Finished my PSLE – Please Stop Learning Everything – with an aggregate score of 243 with a distinction in Mathematics and went to Bukit Panjang Govt High.
Brought to church by one of my friends and the seed was sowed then.

Adolescence

For no rhyme and reason, many feared me back in Secondary school days. Result? I had to ‘settle’ a conflict between gangs once!
Topped my class in Home Economics.
Joined St John Ambulance Brigade and met my ‘popo’ – Liyan. I loved the drills but First Aid was a dread. Was the parade timer once so you can imagine how loud I can go.
Used to loiter at McDonald’s for hours after school ends.
Awarded The Most Polite Student for my class in Secondary 4 when I turned down the award for The Most Outstanding Pupil. Reason? I felt that my results were not brilliant enough.
Took History at ‘A’ level when I hated it. Oh yes, the tutor is cute!
Was mistaken for a butch when I had my hair cut short during JC days.
Played truants with Kelvin, Shirleen, ACL, Huijing and more for Math tutorials.
Studied Chinese at ‘A’ level – Chinese Literature – and wondered how I survived.
Had my first boyfriend and nearly committed suicide when we broke up. Shirleen was there and I was just a few inches from a double-decker.

Adulthood

Enrolled for a Bachelor Degree in Business Administration in SIM and graduated with a degree with distinction.
Met my Dage who really dotes on me. He is one of the many blessings in my life.
Went to Melbourne for an exchange program and it is an unforgettable experience.
Went through a painful and struggling relationship with a Christian. It made me a stronger person and I thank God who saw me through it all.
Served for 7 years in church and the most memorable is my participation in a drama as one of the two main actresses. I think I am an entertainer. Also met two angels – Rus and Ah Drew.
Discovered that I still have 3 milk teeth so stop assuming every adult has at least 28 permanent teeth.
Worked for a while and entered NIE, where I made a number of gems who made a real difference to my life. You know who you are and I love you!
Met a lovely second family – TomSumJo – who is always there. Fell in love with their son and I became a godma who willingly gets bullied by him.

2009-02-17T15:27:00.002+08:00

I broke down out of fear, the fear of losing someone. The fear of having to live with a guilt that haunts for life. The fear of the inability to do anything to be of help. The fear of not knowing when is the last time I will see her. The fear of experiencing what will happen next. All I could do was to say a prayer for her as I held her hands tightly. My dear friend, if you don't love yourself, no one will. If you don't take care of yourself, no one can. There are many out there fighting to live while you are trying to die. Life is so precious and more than what you are going through now. *deep sigh* I cannot do anything but pray... ...

2009-02-12T15:16:00.003+08:00

It is never easy to write reflections when the readings are so deep. Imagine talking about creating 'friendly emptiness' for strangers and how ambivalent our spontaneous feelings to them can be! (O.o)

2009-02-08T23:06:00.002+08:00

This is hilarious... don't think my mum is like her at all... ya... not a single bit... HAHA

2009-02-08T18:31:00.002+08:00

Everyday is a beautiful day because God is with me. There is no 'good old times' because every single day gets better with God in and around me. Am guilty of complaining and being judgmental at times. Perhaps the best antidote is to speak less, listen and pray more. Be Battle-ready because the world is a playground. Deal with the Egypt - discontentment - within us. Wherever I am, it is a place of destiny.

Here With Me by Mercy Me

I long for your embrace
Every single day
To meet you in this place
And see you face to face

Will you show me?
Reveal yourself to me
Because of your mercy
I fall down on my knees

And I can feel your presence here with me
Suddenly I'm lost within your beauty
Caught up in the wonder of your touch
Here in this moment I surrender to your love

You're everywhere I go
I am not alone
You call me as your own
To know you and be known

You are holy
And I fall down on my knees

I can feel your presence here with me
Suddenly I'm lost within your beauty
Caught up in the wonder of your touch
Here in this moment I surrender to your love

I surrender to your grace
I surrender to the one who took my place

I can feel your presence here with me
Suddenly I'm lost within your beauty
Caught up in the wonder of your touch
Here in this moment I surrender:

I can feel your presence here with me
Suddenly I'm lost within your beauty
Caught up in the wonder of your touch
Here in this moment I surrender to your love

Joash is a gifted child! Am I am so proud of him! He can rattle off names of dinosaurs at three! Amazing, right? And Sharon says that he often bullies me, because he knows that I love him. Well, I don't mind actually because he is a child and most importantly, my one and only godson! Muaks.

2009-02-06T15:56:00.002+08:00

Am brain dead after an extremely torturous attempt to analyse a text for SFG.

Am elated because a number of my favourite tutors are nominated for the Excellence in Teaching Award - Dr Kramer, Aik Ling, Ramona, Ludwig and A/P Liu Woon Chia.

Am excited because I may be joining an absolutely new CG in CEFC (Woodlands) after receiving an e-mail from Pastor Barney.

Am irritated by endless phone calls and invitations from people whom I don't know to participate in activities on Valentine's Day.

Am feeling cold because I have been in the school library for about three and a half hours.

Am bored while waiting for Marie to come back from her ride.

Am turned off by the fact that I have to attend a two hours tutorial at 4.30pm today (yes, it's a Friday) which has little value.

Am confused if I should follow TomSumJo for dinner because I want to catch something on OKTO at 8pm tomorrow.

Am wondering if Marie can make it back on time for our tutorial.

Haa.

2009-02-02T23:00:00.003+08:00

LISTENING

A good listener is a witness, not a filter for your experience.

When listening is genuine, the emphasis is on the speaker.

Genuine listening means suspending memory, desire and judgment – and, for a few moments at least, existing for the other person.

A listener’s emotional reaction seems inappropriate only as long as you can’t see his or her memory.

Listening well is often silent but never passive.

You don’t have to be responsible to someone’s feelings to be aware of them – and to acknowledge them.

Listening is hard because it involves a loss of control – and if you’re afraid of what you might hear, it feels unsafe to relinquish control.

If you don’t listen to yourself, it’s unlikely that anyone else will.

Feelings are facts to the person experiencing them.

An understanding attitude doesn’t presume to know a person’s thoughts and feelings. Instead, it is an openness to listen and discover.

Being listened to spells the difference between feeling accepted and feeling isolated.

Don’t tell angry people to calm down. Doing so only makes them feel like you’re denying their right to be upset.

Most of our assumptions about why communication breaks down are about the other guy. We take our own input for granted.

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Listening is a true art which I am still trying to master... and these quotes are meaningful reminders, though I may not agree with all of them!

2009-02-01T15:45:00.005+08:00

Been so busy spending time with my family and relatives that I cannot find a proper time to blog and upload the pictures I've taken. And blame it on my biological clock because CNY ruined it. Been trying hard to sleep before midnight but no matter how long I rock (myself to Lalaland), everything only switches off around three in the morning. I don't dare to read, blog, check e-mails etc. after twelve for fear that I will get too stimulated mentally. *sigh* Had lohei yesterday and am so proud of myself with some of the hard work done! Been shredding and shredding. Back to work. And have I told anyone that I feel like I am doing eight modules because two of them have been condensed into six weeks instead of the usual twelve or thirteen? Okay, I know I am not the only one. And I have been naughty in class - not listening to certain tutors. Thanks to Marie for drawing pictures and tempting me to add on to her masterpiece. And yes, Ching would gladly remark that "We have a life, man!" and this is our last semester to bond further. I am rattling on. Am missing dad so much. No one for company to clear the leftovers. No one to nag at me to come home earlier. Haha. But he is coming back! Yipee! Darling Tyler left a scratch mark on my neck when I brought him to swim. And he gave a cheeky smile when I asked for a proper kiss (as he usually kisses by leaning one of his cheeks close to you). How can he be so adorable? Am once again pleasantly surprised by Jojo with his "Not coughing. I am burping." when I remarked "No more iced Milo because you are coughing!". February is here... I want to attend Cell. I want to learn belly dance. Oops, more projects to go. Two are due this week. Have to collect a cake from my lovely Duayi later and thanks to TomSum for agreeing to drive me there because Humes Avenue is really out of the way for me. And it's Sunday already? Hope that I can sleep better tonight... q(0_0)p

2009-01-17T15:48:00.003+08:00

Am running out of time...

- upload the pictures taken for New Year's Eve dinner celebration
- upload the pictures taken at the Peranakan Museum and Ma Maison last Sunday
- look for journal articles for Science project
- do an outline for 14 hours of English lessons for ACE402 (this is a killer on its own)
- justification of the book chosen for my project
- AED231 target person to journey along for journal writing
- tons of reading
- dance rehearsal tomorrow morning
- JB for CNY goodies
- and beloved Jojo's birthday party

So what am I doing here? Ventilating and taking a breather. Thank God am done with tuitions for the day. Managed to cook lunch for dad and myself. Scrubbed the toilet. Sun the pillows and blankets. Was babysitter for my neighbour's children for two hours. Oolala...

Yesterday was a terrible day - throbbing headache for almost the entire day with 0930 to 1130 and 1630 to 1830 lessons, and an agonising five hours break. The rest of the week? Can't thoroughly comprehend what GLB has been teaching. SJ has been organised and clear so far. Love my 'tuition kids' though it seems I am in for serious work! Bro bought me a lovely belated Christmas present.

Got to run...

2009-01-03T00:21:00.009+08:00

Watched a ‘movirathon’ today at Ching’s place! Only Xin came because Marie had piano lesson and Syl wasn’t feeling well. Mich was also too tired and Erni had something on as well. Nonetheless, the three of us had a fabulous time catching August Rush and My Cyborg Girl. If you love music, you’ll enjoy the first movie by Keri Russel, Freddie Highmore, Jonathon Rhys and Robin Williams. The second show was far too slow and Xin left before finishing the estimated two hour movie because she had made an appointment for a haircut. Ching and I had Nissin cup noodles at about 3pm because we had KFC breakfast at around ten in the late morning. Thanks to her, I managed to scan a few of my baby photos and pictures taken during my uni days. Have always wanted to do this because I don’t have the soft copy of many photos. We went to the pasar malam next to CWP in the evening too. This funny gal has never tasted hotdog waffle so she purchased one to try while I bought the pork and prawn filled ‘UFO’, which both of us found to be pretty tasty. We proceeded to CWP itself and Ching was rather shocked when she discovered ‘something’ about me. Haha. We spent a long time discussing related interesting issues (quick ask me what they are) before I rushed home for Xiao Niang Re. Couldn’t watch the first half of the show because bro was catching something. (u_u) Had to occupy myself with something else… While I was uploading the pics, dad asked “Who is that botak head?”. Urgh… that was me, alright! “Are you sure it’s you?” came a cheeky respond. Grrr… Fortunately, my mane has been doing me proud. Papa, you’re so bad! Haha.

School is going to commence. *sigh* Good (adjective) times (noun) fly (verb). But am happy with my timetable because I have Thursdays off. End class earliest at 2.30pm on Monday. Wednesday is the longest day from 0930 to 2030. It would be ten by the time I reach home! Friday ends at 1830 so I have to give up my tuition for that evening. Tuesday will be demanding with lessons straight from 1030 to 1630. Still have five and six hours breaks but am =D. Will have Marie for company for a number of classes so I believe this will be the most wonderful last semester in NIE. Due to my tuitions, I have to forego my last two lessons for Bollywood dance. *sob sob* Marie and Erni will have to teach me. The oh-so-familiar campus… will miss you so so much when I leave…

Are you truly happy? Why are you so accommodating towards him? Are you losing the others slowly? Has he been giving you the due respect? Where do you think you are heading with him months down the road? Can’t you see clearly that something is very wrong? Are you truly happy?

2008-12-31T15:09:00.009+08:00

It’s the last day of 2008. Time to make endless resolutions? Yup, they are already in my diary. Haa. Next? I have mixed feelings with regards to the coming of 2009. It marks the last semester in NIE and a new beginning to another environment when I get posted to a school to formally commence teaching. Will miss all my friends who stood by me for the past few years. Then, the concerns start to pour in. Will there be poignant politics ahead? Arduous tasks in school? Scheming colleagues? Haha. These are beyond my control so I can only begin praying for the best according to His definition. Trusting our omnipotent God can never go wrong! There are so many things to thank God for…

TomSumJo – You give me a glimpse of God’s unconditional love and I still wonder at times how in the world I managed to have treasures like you. Yes, am writing with a blurry sight as tears well up in my eyes. Yeah, the ultra emotional side of me is emerging again. Thank you for all the time you have spent on and with me. Am not good with words but you know how much you mean to me…

Aunt Ruby (not forgetting my dear cousins, Krystal and Esther) – The aunt closest to me since the genesis of Gillian? Thanks for all the sharing and prayers. Thanks for all the reminders to ‘stay on the right path’ and ‘walk in the destiny’. Thanks for being a prominent and motherly figure in my life.

Rus – As we are attending different churches now, the periodic gatherings are a real blessing as we share our deepest secrets and catch up on what have been going on in our lives. You may not know but your fervour for the Lord is infectious!

Marie – One my ‘bestest’ buddy in NIE. Your company means a lot to me and I believe it wasn’t an accident sitting next to you years back in the Science laboratory. It takes effort to maintain any relationship and guess what? We made it!

Ching – The seriously funny and blur gal in weird times. Haha. I miss our cycling adventures in Yishun and Sembawang. I love our meaningful as well as amusing conversations. More badminton practices?

Shuxin, Sylvia and Mich Heng – We grew closer surprisingly after the crossover. Will always reminisce about the hilarious times spent in the school canteen, café and Mindcafe. KTV again?

Mich (Tan) and Ernita – Call it a package but girls are often in groups so we are all linked up. Crazy people are meant to be together! Thanks for all the fun and laughter as you spice up my life!

There are just so many relatives and friends whom I am thankful for. Dage – always loving me like a real bro. Danny – all the JB trips and shopping. Uncle – a friend close at heart. AK – for being so inspiring in endless ways. Ah Drew – a person whom I can always bully without guilt. Pearlyn – for seasoning life at NIE. Sunshine club (Mich Tong, Ray, Kei, Didar, Kuen, XY etc.) – believe I am one of the oldest member there? Grace – one of my most adorable grown-up students. Phemie – a godly woman whom I can always text for prayer requests. Er Niang – one of my precious oldest primary school friends. The list goes on and on. Yup, like the famous ‘My Heart Will Go On’. Most importantly, I want to thank God for His faithfulness, mercy, grace, love… … He sees me through my sorrows, fears and pain.

Singing ‘Time To Say Goodbye’ to 2008 as I usher in a fruitful 2009! A blessed New Year to all!

2008-12-29T23:06:00.004+08:00

Girls are girls! Had so much fun at Marie's place today. Lee Ching, Michelle, Ernita and I were there for steamboat. The amount of food was great - Ching was nice enough to buy different types of balls because I am rather terrified of yong tau fu. Marie prepared the soup, vegetables, fish, crabmeat, egg toufu etc. Mich made Japanese Chicken Curry. I got Strawberry and Chocolate eclairs while Erni bought ice-cream and love letters. The drama queen was also at work. Trust me, I am not like this all the time. I think I was so high I started moving and twisting whenever the 'right' music was played. Okay, I have to give some credits to what I have been learning for bollywood dancing. I must salute Erni and Ching for laughing so loudly, and Marie and Mich for staying pretty cool whenever I did crazy stunts. We also played Game of Life and had desserts after that. Recorded a few hilarious clips and a more 'normal' one. Looking for some entertainment? Try the two clips below!

Performed by Marie (the pianist), Ching, Mich, Erni and Gil - A Whole New World!

Performed by Gil and Erni - Shakabonbon!

Conclusion? I love gatherings! Yes, more than shopping! In fact, I was so glad I attended Er Niang's (primary school friend) and Ah Ma's solemnisation - caught up with secondary school friends and realised quite a number are teachers! Time really flies, yah? Had dinner with Rus last night (and she was telling me about adorable Alvin's testimony) and bumped into Shanty. Faithful friends are truly treasures!

With gorgeous Er Niang - am so happy that she is finally with Ah Ma for good...

With Yibao - he never failed to tease me when we were schooling together...

Angelic Rus and her insurmountable feat - finishing the Mango Snow Ice!

Not to worry, I am there to help...

With sweet Shanty - one of the few extrinsic motivations for me to go back to APS...

Suddenly, I received a piece of news from a dear friend and realised we lost an extremely brilliant educator. It's scary what politics and favoritism are capable of doing! Am feeling very sad and uneasy but I believe everything will turn out well for him eventually because all things work for good for him who is called according to His purpose. I'll be praying for him for sure. He is a strong man and God will be his vindicator and protector! Wonder if I can help in any way... ... *sigh* It's so difficult to trust God in difficult times but His faithfulness and grace never fail!