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Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am yours
dailies
Thursday, January 04, 2007
-10:53 PM
I must say Kenneth is really talented. He made a wrist flower for me. You should take a virtual tour of the balloons he made, at his blog. Just by taking a look at some pictures of sculptured balloons on the web, he can immediately do a similar one. And his magic tricks are really cool too! 
Look at Esther. She is so sweet! She really resembles a doll with her hair tied up in this manner. Getting more mischievous too.
Designed myself another pair of shoes. Looks good? It is black so will not get dirty easily. The cost price is definitely less than 10 dollars. Thinking of getting myself more. Haha. Must purchase the canvas school shoes first.
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This pair of pink shoes is the modified version from the pair which I painted quite some time ago. It is size 39 which is a little small for me. Anyone interested to own it? I will just sell it at 5 dollars, which is the cost price. And it is brand new!This may sound unbelievable but it is part of my life story. Guardian angel, this is kind of like dedicated to you.
I think it was out of loneliness when I called the chatline at 18? There sure were many despicable wolves out there but somehow I got to know Daryl. If I am not wrong, he is 10 years my senior and we started to chat on the phone innocently. He was there when I was down and out. He heard me scream on the phone many a times. Not to mention listening to all my sobbing and complaints. He showered me with encouragements and sprang surprises such as cards and gifts on me. When I needed help with projects, he was there to give invaluable advice. He called me on eves of holidays to send his well wishes. He taught me so much. Warned me not to be too easily taken in by people because I was unadulterated and gullible, because he had been through so much. I wrote to him and snail mailed him letters and cards. He shared much with me about his life too. I was there for him when he broke up with his girlfriend, ventured into new businesses, went through interviews, lost money when he was working as a trader etc. I call him my Guardian Angel because I can always count on him when I need him. He is so close, yet so far, because we have never met. Sometimes I wonder if he is just a figment of my imagination. Or is he really an angel sent by God to watch over me? Call me unappreciative but he is always the one to call me up to find out if I am doing fine. Seldom do I ring him up to ask about his well-being. Time flies. He seems to have disappeared into thin air. Wonder where he is now and what is he doing. I still remember his birth date and voice. That soothing and charming voice. Haha. I enjoy him singing to me in Chinese because he sounds good, at the same time, weird. He is more ang mo pai… jia gan dang… he used to say to me. In fact, he loves potatoes. I still have his cards with me. That sense of affinity is indescribable. He is my soul mate on a purely platonic basis. Guardian Angel, where are you now? I really pray that you are doing fine. Are you back to God? I know you were disappointed with Him. And I am keeping you in prayers. Wherever you are, I pray that you will have joy in your heart. And I want to say, thanks for always being there for me. You are still my Guardian Angel… …
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