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Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am yours
dailies
Monday, May 14, 2007
-9:13 PM
My medicine. One can cause diarrhea, one can cause gastric and one can cause drowsiness. Frightening.
Pride. It makes you oblivious to your own weaknesses – the kind you claim to see in others. Environment. Stop lamenting on how it has molded you negatively – be brave and courageous, move on and change yourself positively. Wealth. Used to affluent lifestyle - make money a servant than a master. Grief. Pains your heart and permeates through every cell – it is a medicine if you know how to use it but becomes a drug if you abuse it. Anger. It is a letter short of danger – and it is capable to hurt immeasurably.
I thought it is you. I realized it is mine too. I was too prideful to find out why. But when I attempted to, it failed. It was devastating. Still, I decided to give it another go. But you did not respond to it. What else can I do? Am like a fool. An sms is inadequate. I need more than that. Grief is not a good medicine when seeking forgiveness and learning how to forgive is more superior. Why settle for second best when the best is offered to me? My ego. My pride is the open door for it all. I prayed about it. I surrendered you to God. A friend loves at all times. Even through adversities. I tried. Maybe I was not good enough.
