dailies
Thursday, June 28, 2007
-10:38 PM
I have been promoted! I am now known as Ah Lian Jie Jie rather than Ji Lian Jie Jie. And poor Stella had become Ah Dao instead of Chuan Dao (pastor in Mandarin). All thanks to Esther.
I do not really enjoy teaching in the afternoon session, other than the fact that I can sleep late (and risk not getting constructive work done) on most weekdays. But this will not be for long because school (in NIE) will start soon in August. Though the journey there is dreadful, studying is a bliss.
A few teachers congratulated me on my crossing over. They strongly encouraged me to go for it since I already have the momentum to study. A tutor cum friend even sent me a sms to ask if I have accepted (told him I am though I was still contemplating then) the offer.
It is just a little awkward when people ask “What are you working as?” and my answer will be “Studying?”. Many expressed surprise that I am still studying because I told them I will be studying for two years, two years ago. Haha. We call it lifelong learning, right?
Monday, June 25, 2007
-12:04 AM
God has
His own timing and way of doing things. I know but I am still amazed by how I was part of it all. I remembered I promised to send Simon a parcel of goodies from a group of us when he was still in Perth. I sat on it for quite a while until suddenly (say half a year later?), I decided to get my hands working. Only learnt from Simon rather recently that the parcel got to him at the most opportune time. Want to hear the actual story? Look for him.
Camp ended not too long ago. I must say the sermons are very motivating. During one session, we were supposed to go to our leaders and tell them how
thankful we are for them. As usual, Stella had to translate, so she was standing right in front. I just walked towards her, gave her a hug, and spoke words of encouragement. I was very touched when Stella asked me in return, in Mandarin, if I know I have been her
angel all this while. Before we knew it, both of us broke down in tears. And I thought I was supposed to encourage her?
Managed to pray for dear Michelle too during church camp. If not for Sharon, I would never have known how much a
simple prayer can do. As a matter-of-fact, I am not used to praying in a group or on a one-to-one basis. Prefer to do it alone. However, we were instructed to pray in twos or threes and I ended up with this precious gal. I have no idea how those words came so naturally (it can only be
from God), it became a night of breakthrough for her.
Though I slept little during camp, the fellowship and serving together as a group made it up.
I was
near to tears. Not many have used such a word on me, unless they know me well enough. Or at least, seen the softer side of me? Most people would see me as a
tough and invulnerable woman. I can be, when I want to. But I am also soft and mild when I need to. To imagine Lee Ching used the word ‘gentle’ on me. Yes, ‘gentle’! And she was so sure when the others questioned her that she went on to explain. Haha.
I tend to get physical with guys. Okay, do not get me wrong. I usually rough it out with guys and give them a friendly hit on their shoulders, backs etc. I treat most of them like buddies. Andrew commented and asked if I am pretending to be ‘fierce’ to avoid getting hurt or something. Well, maybe, maybe… … haha. But I am absolutely sure I am
tender towards special people. Joash is one!
I am starting to let my guard down now. Not many have seen the wild side of me. Not wild as in undomesticated but more like
crazy. I get corny, blabber nonsense (funny ones, of course) and tickle others with my idiosyncratic ideas. Pearlyn, Sharon (Sim) and Wei Jing are getting the hang of it. I was at my
peak due to insufficient sleep on Friday when we went to NIE for registration and briefing for the degree program. They were laughing almost hysterically incessantly.
Want to see a wacky Gillian? Deprive her of sleep.
=p
Friday, June 22, 2007
-11:58 PM
Do you fit the bill? Took a eHarmony Compatibility Profile quite some time ago and these are what I should keep in mind for my ideal mate:
When necessary, he can take charge and organize others.
He likes it when he can do something the right way the first time.
He has a strong intellect.
He sometimes likes to get out and try new things.
He loves to share his experiences with others.
He loves to spend time catching up with friends.
He usually manages to avoid being irritable, even when he isn't feeling his best.
He enjoys telling or laughing at jokes sometimes.
He needs to feel that he is helping others.
Working to give something back into the community is important to him.
Family ties are important to him.
He will be able to share your core spiritual beliefs.
There is a much detailed profile given to me which I totally agree with – that is the type of mate I desire. Keep on dreaming? Haha. But I am somewhat awed by how well they word out what I am looking for in that special someone.
The detailed profile went on to touch on the various dimensions being assessed -
Social Orientation (Conflict Management, Character, Vitality and Security, Communication Style, Kindness and Autonomy),
Extraversion (Emotional Energy, Sociability, Adaptability, Humor, Romantic Passion and Dominance),
Openness (Artistic Passion, Curiosity and Intellect),
Personal Values (Traditionalism, Spirituality, Family Goals and Altruism),
Emotional Temperament (Mood Management, Self Concept, Emotional Status, Anger Management and Obstreperousness) and
Goal Orientation (Industry, Ambition, Organization and Education).
Did these blow your mind off? =)
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
-2:59 PM
This is 7th Sense Spa, where Danny and I had 2 traditional Thai massages there. We were served tea before the actual massage and it was so delicious, we asked the masseuses where we could get the tea. Hehe. Each of us bought 2 packets home. I could not help but burst into laughter whenever they massaged my thigh areas. The first time I was there, I almost murdered one of the masseuses.
We also had ice-cream at Baskin Robbins. There are 31 different flavors and we were spoilt for choices. Some of them included Jamoca Almond Fudge, Pralines & Cream, Strawberry & Cheese, Gold Medal and Love Potion.
Lunch at MK was great too, though we do not have a choice for the soup base. We had MK balls, scallops, seaweed rolls, fish tofu… and the sauce was terrific.
Supper was simple fried rice which took them 20 minutes to dish out and up (our hotel room was on the 4th storey). I love the hot milk they served, probably because it was freezing cold in the room. Did I mention that it was cheap and good?
I miss the Thai Ice Tea and we got these at the food centre in The Platinum Fashion Mall.
We stayed at Bangkok City Inn, which is near to Big C, The Platinum Fashion Mall (a must-go for retail therapy?), Central World Plaza, Isetan, Siam Square, Siam Shopping Centre, Siam Discovery Shopping Centre (there is a Japanese restaurant there which is a must-try), Siam Square… … and Maboonklong Departmental Store (MBK). Walk further down from MBK, you will reach stalls near the National Stadium, which sell cheap sportswear. You know, I can go on and on. Keke.
-1:37 PM
It was my fourth trip to Bangkok but my first to have gone alone with only a guy. And Danny had been a great companion. A few of my friends asked if it was safe to do so but I think it is absolutely fine because we are not romantically linked. Haha.
Went to watch Fantastic Four in Bangkok EGV and realized we had to stand to show our respect to their king for around 2 minutes as a clip on him was being screened. And other then a choice between sweet and salty popcorn, they have cheese popcorn as well, which is the best among the three.
I bought less things compared to my last trip there but I spoilt myself totally with massages and meals in restaurants daily. We even called for room service every night for supper! I think I have almost mastered the art of doing the traditional Thai massage. Anyone game enough for a try? Haha.
This is a super mini cream puff, which cost 1 baht each. Let me warn you – they are really addictive as you pop one after another into your mouth. Tommy and Sharon will agree totally - got them a box as they fetched me from the airport. Such a sweet couple, right? And I miss Joash so much!!!
Bangkok is famous for her traffic congestion. Instead of taking the taxis and tuk-tuks, Danny and I walked to almost all our destinations, except Khao San (popular with Caucasians) and Chiatuchak (weekend market).
This is the yuan yang soup being served as we ate in a restaurant called Coca. It is bak kut teh on the left and tom yum on the right. I prefer the latter because I still think my mum makes the best bak kut teh.
We also had traditional Thai food at Yum Tum. I must say I am most impressed with the generous servings and use of herbs to tease our taste buds mercilessly. I was almost on fire after the meal.
I am very amazed by how good most of the Thais look. It was an eye feast because you see beautiful people everywhere you turn. And not to miss the way they speak. I tried imitating them in the hotel room as we watched their variety shows. Eh, I was told I look like a Thai girl (or tiger if you want) countless times. Get the hint? Kekeke.
More to come!
Saturday, June 09, 2007
-2:20 PM
Joash just had his hair cut and he is superbly adorable now. Somehow, he looks chubbier too and this certainly brings more smiles to Sharon’s face. Went to their cozy place and snapped a few of Joash’s pictures. Isn’t he mesmerizing?
Tommy took this of my precious godson. Jojo looks as if he was praying. So unadulterated and angelic.
Met up with a student whom I used to teach two years ago. It is amazing how we can continue to keep in touch. Grace is a lovely teenager, just like the rest of her ex-classmates. We had a great conversation while having our breakfasts.
Any idea what these are? No rewards for correct answers though.
Another precious gem offered to give me a loan if I am in need financially. Such a sweet darling! Thanks to the angel with virtues written all over his face. I appreciate the thought and it is enough. I can manage!
Thursday, June 07, 2007
-1:40 AM
Met up with Pearlyn and Zhen Zhi at Cityhall MRT. We had dinner at Kenny Roger at Marina. Fabulous time of catching up and of course, we enjoyed our food too. We were chatting about crossing over to the degree program and our 'love lives'. Haha! As if I have one!
I only had 3 hot side dishes - corn, vegetables (consist of cauliflower, broccoli and carrots) and macaroni with cheese - because almost all of their main dishes contain chicken. And how could I miss out their corn muffin? Although the muffin was crumbly, I enjoyed every morsel of it. Do you consider this a vegetarian meal for me?
Pearlyn looked all chirpy and bright!
ZZ looked sexy with her off-shoulder black blouse.
-12:45 AM
Dear Marie got this funky bag for me some time back. It is waterproof and spacious. A belated birthday present. Isn't it sweet? I haven't used it yet. Maybe when I get back to school... ...
Rus got her mother to bring this back from Indonesia for me. I have always loved passionfruit flavoured stuff but have never seen the real fruit before. This is just one version of the fruit, according to Rus. The aroma is deceiving because the fruit is absolutely sour. Haha.
Brought Krystal and Faith out again today. We had lunch at Sun Plaza and both girls had chicken rice and strawberry yoghurt drinks. I had hot tea due to my cough which seems to outrun any other ailments.
They had soya bean ice-creams at Mr Bean later on. Boy! They can really eat! I had the chance to eat it with Sharon before and I must say that it is really tasty. I had to refrain from cold food and beverages. So, what did I do?
Stone!!! I stared elsewhere as the darlings took their own sweet time to savour their desserts. Krystal took this of me. It was after a while that I realised I had a storybook in my bag. Thank God. I started reading... until it was time to go.
Monday, June 04, 2007
-11:59 PM
I lost it but now I found it again. Something so memorable. That wonderful piece of truth that changed my entire life. It is so simple, yet so profound. I believe it and it became one of my favourite verses.
My aunt gave me a piece of paper with a verse - John 3:16 - written on it. It was beautifully framed up. The verse is my first encounter with God when I was eleven. It was very dear to me but I lost it when I moved house in 1997. In 2007, I was given something which bears an uncanny resemblance to it. The same golden frame, blue background, words in gold and verse in the same version (KJV). This masterpiece is a belated birthday gift from a dear friend and it is hand-written. I was lost for words for a while when I first saw it. It is so precious I don’t know where to place it. Haha. As usual, I could not resist taking pictures of it. Proud owner of this magnum opus! And the evening was splendid with a sumptuous dinner and much sharing. What more can I ask for? Interest paid in full. Hehe. I have no idea why I appear so red here. Was not under the influence of alcohol. Neither was I blushing. Funny!
I was euphoric upon receiving the offer from NIE to cross over to the degree program. It can only be God at work because my results are not that fabulous. But it lasted only for a few minutes. Got this message from a person who hurt me deeply without telling me the reason – What is there to talk about? – when we used to share anything under the sun. I couldn’t sleep until 4am. I felt my heart plummet like a pebble being thrown into the deep ocean. Or was it a knife piercing through my invisible heart? What can I do to ameliorate the pain? Run away. Time to let it go. No closure, sadly.
This is more urgent. Accepting the offer would mean no pay for two years. I need to pay for 4 insurance policies other than the internet subscription fees, phone bills, transportation costs etc. What about daily expenses? Treats to pamper myself? Keke. But the pay difference is unbelievable with almost the same workload. There is definitely better prospects with another degree to your name (already have a degree in business administration which MOE does not acknowledge). Upgrading and furthering of studies is a matter of time. Should I do it now? Considering seriously.
My precious Di Dar even offered to lend me money, together with another friend. I am so touched. Not that I am that in need of money, but I do appreciate the thought. I even joked to a few others that I will have to depend on them for the next two years. Haha.I believe I can manage my finances provided I give either little or no monetary contribution to the family. What are tuitions for?
Why do we assume
That people learn from mistakes
Common sense is common
Time heals everything
Hearing means listening
And allow little things
To multiply and grow
Like awful cancerous cells
To become a menace
When we have the choice
To do wrongs right
-11:14 PM
Watched Shrek 3. Hilarious! Wanted to catch Blades Of Glory too. Then Simon, Jian Long, Di Dar and I went down town to window-shop. Dinner was at this Japanese restaurant. I would not say that the food tastes heavenly enough to warrant the price - $16 for a bowl of char siew ramen. The soup was rather oily but I do like the texture of the ramen. Although the side dish of 4 pieces of meat and fats is quite delicious, it was equally expensive. I don’t think I will ever go there again. And there was an almost perpetual queue. Haha. But the company was great. We had a meaningful chat at Ya Kun after that. 
Brought Krystal and Faith to visit Tommy, Sharon and Joash today. We bought lunch over. These two darlings are painfully courteous. I can never give them anything without them not saying a word of thanks. Joash was delighted to have two pretty adorable girls as playmates. He was quickly drawn to Faith, probably due to her long hair according to Sharon. Krystal was able to make him chuckle just by throwing a crushed piece of coloured paper in the air. I think the three of them enjoyed one another’s company.
-10:26 PM
There have been heavy downpours quite recently. Took three pictures of what I will see right in front of my flat after these occasions. I love the smell after these rains. Do you?
I am still coughing. Dry cough. My beloved daddy made this weird concoction for me. He said this is good in soothing the throat. I pray that I will be healed soon, else I have to continue to abstain from chicken, eggs, fish and cold beverages. Such a torture.
-1:23 AM
Went for a KTV session with a bunch of 'strangers' on Saturday - Wee Kiat, Danny, Zhiyong and Pearlyn. Hahaha. Actually, I am their common friend, so most of them are meeting one another for the first time. It was amazing how we managed to 'click' - spent almost 10 hours singing, eating and chatting. Of course, I was their common target for teasing, bullying etc. But the sight of them enjoying themselves is worth all the pain. Hehe. Had organised this session with the intention to help my friends, who are still single, to widen their social circle. Only the more adventurous and courageous ones came. And they harvested budding friendships! I am over the moon for them.
This is Wee Kiat. His birthday just passed so I got him birthday muffins for a belated celebration. He is also one of my closer friends from AAA Primary School. A very conversational, nice and musically inclined chap.
This is Danny. Another rare gem. Was a chef with Raffles Hotel before he became a teacher who teaches Home Economics. He is funny, chatty, a total S.N.A.G and sings beautifully. Was pretending to hit him with a spoon in this picture and he gladly complemented.
This is Pearlyn. My good buddy from NIE. She is such a caring, considerate and pretty gal. Definitely one of my greatest treasures uncovered during my two years of study as a student teacher. A precious catch for a girlfriend!
This is Zhiyong. He sings a little like Andy Lau and is an engineer. He is one of the few dare-devils who somehow manages to hit me on my head, without making me mad. Haha. Another filial and eligible bachelor.
This, is our group picture. And it will not be the last time we are meeting. Apparently they are all not satisifed with the four hours of music therapy. I was still coughing so did not sing much. Danny was also recovering from flu.
Yes! Another success! Think I can open a match-making agency as a sideline soon. Hahaha. I am glad for my friends who get happily attached. Don't ask me when it will be my turn.
