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Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am yours
dailies
Monday, September 24, 2007
-3:57 PM
Spent my weekend in JB at Hotel Selesa with TomSumJo, Didar, Mich and Dap. It was an attempt to reminisce good old times? We created great new ones although we failed to punk Didar emotionally. This boy is going for his National Service soon and we wanted to encourage him with a little
out-of-Singapore experience? Haha. His impending birthday is another reason for this short trip. The affordable and mouth-watering seafood is another absolute attraction.
We bought whipped cream just to smear on Didar. The lipsticks used to sketch on him were spontaneously sponsored by Sharon.
We stripped him – waist up only. The initial plan was for me to pretend to get angry at him for something but it was too sudden so he did not buy it. Instead, Mich was totally taken in and was rather annoyed at me until I told her about the punking plan. I shouldn’t be playing such roles anymore.
People are too used to my brilliant acting skills? >.<
Mich was mistaken to be my sister when we were swimming in the hotel pool. I wish my teeth are as neat and pearly white as hers. A stranger even thought
it was quite ridiculous for me to be swimming during this period because I ought to be fasting (mistaken to be Malay once again)! Argh… …
I had my nails painted professionally for the first time in my life! And it was probably the last colour I would usually use –
dark maroon. A huge deviation from my range of transparent and pearl nail polishes. The two complementary nail arts, pretty white flowers and green leaves, landed on my toes. I was a little anxious because part of my cuticles were trimmed off. The entire process was a quarter nerve wrecking, a quarter novel, a quarter painted with questions and a quarter relaxing. And I think
I would look rather exotic if I doll up but I was draped in casual clothings – terrible contrast.
I also had a
heartbreaking and deafening experience on the last night - trying to get Joash to sleep. I was cuddling him in my arms and singing a song repetitively. Unfortunately, he knew very well the others were partying in the other connected room. He was about to doze off when a phone rang. He started screaming into my ears and his tears were like water streaming out of the tap. I was almost
on the verge of tears myself. I knew he had to go to sleep and thank God, Tommy came in to rescue me from my ordeal. Sharon said this is what happens almost every night when the little prince is on his way to dreamland. Frightening experience for me – it pains to see him cry in that manner…
Took around 150 pictures for the brief holiday but only posted around 80 on my blog. Take a look –
Didar’s exclusive pictures are available for sale at a dollar each. Haha.
