dailies
Monday, November 26, 2007
-3:35 PM
It was an overwhelmingly humid night saturated with tidal waves of heightened emotions. Many thoughts furiously ran through my mind and most importantly, why have things ended up like this? Sometimes, I want to laugh and cry at the same time. Well, it is kind of over now but who knows when the next
bubble of absurdity may burst again?
“You are one of the last people whom I want to hurt” – and that made my mind, heart and eyes cry all at the same time. I believe I can get upset and disappointed over issues but a word of apology is
enough to heal my broken heart. Genuinely, I am that soft-hearted.
Hardly survived with 30 minutes of sleep and I was like a
walking zombie. Trust me, it is quite a feat for someone my age! Haha. Not that I am ancient but I remember I could still well be in the ‘functional’ mode when I went without sleep for a night (very common then) at 20 back in Uni days.
Walking home alone at 6.15am. I know Sharon will say that I am just too
independent? Hee. Was meandering my way through the familiar path back home with almost completely empty mind. Too ‘stone’ to think for that 15 to 20 minutes.
It has been a long time since I went on a
‘blog venture’. My thoughts and what I caught…
Change is inevitable, whether they are natural or constructed.
Many happenings and even people are
seasonal.
It is
natural (and I do admit that it is
annoying at times) for people to just want to talk about themselves – tell them that you would like to be listened to instead of being upset.
It is helpful to stop talking and
listen at times – God gives us two ears but only one mouth.
Donut Factory is indeed heavenly!
Love takes lots of work, and I mean hard and
deliberate work! But the rewards melt every bit of that away.
You are
watched, wherever you go and whatever you are doing or saying.
There are people who don’t like what they see and hear – learn to
manage it?
People are
manipulative and some think they are omnipotent.
If you have nothing good to say, keep your mouth close.
Sometimes, I admire these people – how they love and go out of their way to believe in love and win their love.
Learn to say
thanks – familiarity breeds contempt.
Love – wishing that special someone every happiness even when you cannot be together.
True friends believe the best in you – but be open to listen to what unpleasant things they have got to tell about you.
Watch your back – you may be the next one to get stabbed.
Some people just don’t get it, no matter how hard you try! They think the world revolves around only them!
If he has to go through something like this, what about the rest? What about another him? I just find it hard to
stomach all these down. Nauseous!
Ah Drew got me a unique mobile phone chain from Japan but I already have one, which I really like. So I guess I will have to just display it somewhere. But I still want to thank him.
She is leaving. Another
shock. Am I dreaming? I am not questioning her decision. I am just sad. Wishing her all the best, wherever she goes.
Are they going to do something about it? Do they know what is wrong? Do they know that something is not right? Argh…
Partnering Wei Chin, Christine, Mun Loon, Benjamin and Leslie for children camp. I wish I am taken seriously.
Watched Dead Poet’s Society.
Carpe diem – seize the day! It has an ending which opens like an umbrella – do you dare to?
Wanted to clean my fan for quite some time and to my surprise, dad did it! This is the first time as far as I can recall!
I love my daddy! Hee, not just for the cleaning up.
Rachel is back! That crazy gal is attached! And her special someone looks like Timothy! I still find everything rather
unbelievable.
I think this is my
last involvement. Need a drop. Need a change. Maybe it is disappointment at work.
Was listening to the radio and this particular song caught my attention. The music is a little
exotic. Sung by Katie Melua. Visit
http://www.hyperlaunch.com/katiemelua/sailboat/!
If You Were a Sailboat
If you were a cowboy I would trail you,
If you were a piece of wood I’d nail you to the floor.
If you were a sailboat I would sail you to the shore.
If you were a river I would swim you,
If you were a house I would live in you all my days.
If you were a preacher I’d begin to change my ways.
Sometimes I believe in fate,
But the chances we create,
Always seem to ring more true.
You took a chance on loving me,
I took a chance on loving you.
If I was in jail I know you’d spring me,
If I was a telephone you’d ring me all day long.
If I was in pain I know you’d sing me soothing songs.
Sometimes I believe in fate,
But the chances we create,
Always seem to ring more true.
You took a chance on loving me,
I took a chance on loving you.
If I was hungry you would feed me,
If I was in darkness you would lead me to the light.
If I was a book I know you’d read me every night.
If you were a cowboy I would trail you,
If you were a piece of wood I’d nail you to the floor.
If you were sailboat I would sail you to the shore.
If you were sailboat I would sail you to the shore.
If you were sailboat I would sail you to the shore.
Alright, another meeting tonight at church office so better get some stuff done first, like getting ready for camp on Wednesday?
Friday, November 23, 2007
-6:11 PM
Finally, it is OVER! My last paper ended today, 23rd November 2007. Mummy cooked
breakfast for me - I feel like a little girl all of a sudden. Hee. I woke up with runny nose and slight fever though. Panicked a little but miraculously, everything was gone when I started my paper. It can only be God! I asked for prayers by smsing a few people while I was on the train. And I know they prayed!
Had lunch at Fish and Co. with Shuxin and Sylvia. Three of us shared a Seafood Platter for two. We also shared Cream of Mushroom. Then, we went for
Enchanted (so, is it a verb or adjective here?) and seriously, I wouldn’t mind watching it again! It is not recommended for diabetics though. And I want the soundtrack! One particular song caught my heart because it is enough to send any girl swoon with overwhelming saccharine emotions. Argh… …
Suddenly, it feels rather
empty. No need to bury myself in books again (for the rest of 2007)! No more of that mad rush at Boon Lay Interchange (at least, for the whole of December). No more projects to rush through (tentatively). Weird! Haahaa. But I have to catch up on many other things!
-6:08 PM
