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Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am yours
dailies
Saturday, January 26, 2008
-12:45 PM
I thought I am strong but I am wrong. It has been a long time since I cried over my own emotions and I finally did it again. I tried but I failed. Actually got out of bed crying. I know all these intense feelings will affect me and I had them under control. Haa. Was terribly wrong. Never sweep things under the carpet. I used to ask. Why are there endless inconsistencies? Why such hurtful remarks? Then I assumed I got over them. Guess I was wrong again. Never mind what had happened. I need to settle myself first! Realized that I haven’t really forgiven. Still, I hear Him. Indeed, He holds my every moment, calms my raging seas and walks with me through fire.