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Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am yours
dailies
Sunday, June 22, 2008
-1:10 AM
Got home late today again. Had a long dinner (delicious baked rice) with Danny at Cineleisure, after which we took a good stroll to Cityhall and had part two (drinks only) of ‘story-telling’ session at New York New York. He got me my favourite matoom beverage from BKK. Miss BKK terribly now for the traditional massage. As usual, I enjoyed myself through the five hours – He is one great friend I got to make (other than SF) through GESL.
Reached ICA at around seven thirty in the morning but there was already a long queue (approximately one round of the circumference of the building) at the entrance. Frightening! Finally had my IC made. Paid a hundred for it and have to wait for a month before collection. I will try to leave my IC at home from now onwards. Subsequent loss requires three hundred for replacement. Heavy penalty for carelessness. Went to Bugis for brunch with dad after that. Wanted so much to take pictures of the food we ate but am still holding a ‘black and white’ phone. Argh… … feel handicapped.
Couldn’t sleep after my bath. Actually, I am pretty exhausted physically because I haven’t caught up with my sleep ever since I came back from Vietnam. But the emotional turmoil… Have been feeling a little frustrated recently. Does he understand where I am coming from? It is not easy and I am struggling. How do I put a stop to all these? It hits like the waves – withdrawing and rushing forward in a cyclical manner. God, You got to help me… …