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Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am yours
dailies
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
-9:40 PM
He is gone. It is a shock and the news is slowly and vividly sinking in with each passing minute. She called and all I could do was listen to her frail and trembling voice. I couldn’t cry but there is this emptiness and unusual grief that keeps pounding in my heart. I didn’t know how to answer her questions. I am clueless as to how I can help. Mum said that we have to answer for our own doings. I know but this is a tad too cruel. There are innumerable questions running through my mind. After all, he left me bits and pieces of pleasant childhood memories. I remember his smile. I can vaguely recall his back view. And in the midst of everything, there is this slight fear. But I know my destiny is in God and He comforts. Perhaps this is another starting point for those he left behind. Or will his death add on to another page of regrets in their book of life? Am leaving with a heavy heart… …