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Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am yours
dailies
Saturday, November 29, 2008
-12:10 AM
Went to Suntec with the princesses and aunt on Wednesday and had a late lunch at Kenny Roger. It was their first time there and Krys fell in love with the Macaroni Cheese. Esther finished a bowl of creamy chicken soup all by herself while my aunt enjoyed the coleslaw. As we walked, I couldn't help but noticed all the Christmas decorations. Love the hanging Christmas trees, Christmas carols, lightings… 2008 is coming to an end! I’ll be graduating in less than half a year’s time! I’ll commence teaching formally soon! I’ll be turning XX years old in next to no time! Argh… … :-X
I nearly became Snow White one afternoon. Hahaha. Was taking the first bite of a lovely red apple and got choked on it. For that split second, I couldn’t decide between forcing it down and coughing it out. Eventually, I tried very hard to push that mouthful of life-threatening fruit down my throat. For the next few minutes, I could feel that jagged piece of element slowing maneuvering along my esophagus until its presence can longer be intensely felt. Thank God I am still alive!
Imaging smelling like lychees from neck down. Haha. Have been keeping this bottle of lychee scented body foam in my cupboard and finally decided to hold the ‘opening ceremony’ a few days ago. The bathroom was saturated with the aroma and I’ve never felt this fruity before! l-D
Bought frozen multi-grain pumpkin buns (from Carrefour) home. Steamed one for breakfast (Yummy!) before I went swimming. Look at the back of my shoulders!
There are new shoots growing from the parent cactus in my little pot! Beautiful!
Sometimes I feel that I really have very inconsiderate neighbours. They can hammer the walls near midnight! (-_-)
If they decide to acknowledge him in any way, I will have nothing to do with them. This is how far I will go to maintain my stand and protect him!
It’s so hard to love - extending forgiveness and grace - when the excruciating pain screams vociferously in every living cell.
I don’t want to continue guessing anymore - what’s the point of knowing? I don’t want to try anymore - it’s not helping. I don’t want to be hurt anymore - the pain in my heart can’t go on. I don’t want to cry anymore - the tears are drying. I don’t want to think about it anymore - the betrayal is perplexing. I don’t want to fight anymore - can’t do anything about it anyway.
Only God can help... ...