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Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am yours
dailies
Thursday, April 16, 2009
-2:48 AM
Am still awake. Uploaded videos. Caught Bride Wars at TomSum’s place just now. Nearly cried towards the end. Had dinner at NTU Canteen A. Handed in my two final assignments.
Saw how TomSum coerce Jo into eating his medicine. This dear boy can be unimaginably obstinate when it comes to food and medicine. It hurts both physically and emotionally for all three parties. Yes, I was on the verge of tearing when the hands landed on his thighs and arms, but I witnessed how Jo relented and behaved obediently only after a dose of severely harsh treatment. I finally understood that gentleness does not work on Jo. Tsk tsk tsk.
It has been over four years and I haven’t received my DVD on my first major and formal drama performance. Wonder how long must I continue to wait. The memorising of lines, cues, movements and more. The physical, emotional and mental pain of immersing myself in that role. Had to genuinely fall onto the hard ground (and my knee bled a little once), cry my hearts out with real tears, soliloquise in the dark… It is a memorable experience and I would love to watch and assess my own performance. Can I?
Have been enjoying myself when exams are not over yet! Celebrated Good Friday with my extended family. Went shopping with mum, Duayi and grandma on Saturday. Caught Confessions of a Shopaholic on Sunday. Had my nails done at JB on Monday. Indulgence?